tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14512950237013557972024-03-12T18:14:02.874-07:00白話文學Pure literature makes people illiterate.Emihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14855496413571373046noreply@blogger.comBlogger32125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1451295023701355797.post-53087872244634303312022-02-01T04:31:00.025-08:002022-02-11T05:37:33.828-08:00NFT:靈光消逝又回返的年代<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-family: Arial; white-space: pre-wrap;">10 幾年前區塊鏈、加密貨幣現身時還覺得是遙遠的傳說,到兩個月前 NFT 相關新聞開始攻占全球媒體,一張「獨一無二」的作品圖檔可以抬到超高賣價,大眾對於「僅此一件」、「擁有」、「資產」的結構與態度,似乎又產生了典範轉移代溝式的變化。</span></span></p><span id="docs-internal-guid-0ea9fabc-7fff-172f-eefd-c388a6d9fa86"><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span><p dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.38; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Arial; font-size: medium; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">「買這個是可以幹嘛?這貨幣是誰認證?」我的親媽、同齡友人都有這類疑問,自己在了解的過程也有點像是...夢到自已和外甥子同班,試著融入另一代人類如何擁有友情,聽懂「去中心化」的語言。和本世代人一樣,他們喜歡用投票決定重要的事,班上人人都是小霸王,但背後又似乎有個誰在製造王的弔詭。</span></p><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span><p dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.38; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Arial; font-size: medium; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">這語言的不直覺,體現在裝個狐狸錢包、儲值就弄半天,才能好好體會加密貨幣世界的邏輯和超大起伏。</span></p><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span><p dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.38; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Arial; font-size: medium; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">理解什麼是 NFT 非同質化代幣,可以先從「同質化代幣」著手。像比特幣、以太幣這類貨幣,每一個相同面額,可以相互取代,像皮包裡的新台幣 10 元們一樣,即為「同質化代幣」。</span></p><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span><p dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.38; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Arial; font-size: medium; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">而世界上不會有兩個一模一樣的 NFT 非同質化代幣,它像是特別發行的紀念幣,每一個有獨一無二的序號,無法相互取代,把「獨一性」的光暈直接掛在代幣上,賦予多數人共同承認的價值。</span></p><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span><p dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.38; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Arial; font-size: medium; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">若區塊鏈和加密貨幣趨勢真的能繼續影響接下來的20年,對於貨幣交易方式、藝術市場、品牌行銷應用,可能都會產生質化改變。</span></p><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span><p dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.38; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Arial; font-size: medium; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">NFT 這一波聲量是從數位藝術品開始,因 NFT 的「不可竄改性」、「價值賦予」特性和數位創作的需求一拍即合。</span></p><p dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.38; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Arial; font-size: medium; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"><br /></span></p><p dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.38; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: Arial; font-size: medium; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span id="docs-internal-guid-3f5c97c0-7fff-82bf-e5a7-097678f38770"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="border: none; display: inline-block; height: 464px; overflow: hidden; width: 278px;"><img height="464" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/FCbQoQG31qcmahbp7VHOJJX_-5nKDrNwsQGAxp0k2DT-2LX3sc-tXgeohbctWVmLsJRcIU5kLioOuMvzXa13mtATzesk6zHHNrPyXKuPFqDyeBeS2-YDmMxJdy_lj8Ppp0gzeGRQ" style="margin-left: 0px; margin-top: 0px;" width="278" /></span></span></span></span></p><p dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.38; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: Arial; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"><b>NFT 藝術市場平台 art blocks,讓新媒體藝術有一個火熱的新舞台 </b></span></p><p dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.38; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Arial; font-size: medium; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"><br /></span></p><p dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.38; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Arial; font-size: medium; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">藝術真品獨有的光暈,接連在機械複製、網路、社群時代不斷被民主化大量複製,廣為大眾擁有。潮流當下,物理性「僅此一件」的在場真品價值,在大眾主流的鑑賞模式選擇裡漸漸不那麼獨厚。</span></p><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span><p dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.38; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: Arial; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="border: none; display: inline-block; height: 309px; overflow: hidden; width: 200px;"><img height="309" src="https://lh6.googleusercontent.com/Y1Mb3LQcMzMQyQHIarDgneTCY_ZrvOzhFy989ZEbs6x1gGfI69-5l8vaRVcl5MEz0TZIZy1d8p495GMjJ0kV8ReWPQILGVkaK8Y0c03wkLip_TBU7_7mWMuyOf_KTie410qNL-H4" style="margin-left: 0px; margin-top: 0px;" width="200" /></span></span></p><p dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.38; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: Arial; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-weight: 700; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span>班雅明(Walter Benjamin)1935《迎向靈光消逝的年代》,提出攝影技術的出現首先衝擊藝術原作特定時空情境的在場形式,也是構成古典藝術作品獨一無二的「本真性」(authentic)與「靈光」(aura)現象的根源所在。當年班雅明對於藝術走向大眾的解放趨勢,持相當樂觀態度。</span></span></p><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span><p dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.38; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Arial; font-size: medium; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">NFT 的出現像是再一波解放,卻又螺旋式向上返回數位藝術品的靈光。</span></p><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span><p dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.38; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Arial; font-size: medium; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">過去我們大量製造、存放在社群媒體上的內容作品,算是直接被 FB/IG 等平台收割,在中心化平台主導演算法的前提下,越是後期的內容創作者僅能考繼續端出更刺激的內容,或是加碼廣告費才有將流量變現的可能。</span></p><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span><p dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.38; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Arial; font-size: medium; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">如今作品可以經過上鍊、綁智能合約成為獨一無二、得以在去中心化的交易場所購入的資產。對於過去需靠線上/線下藝廊獲得曝光與交易機會的藝術家,算是一個正面的工具。</span></p><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span><p dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.38; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Arial; font-size: medium; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">這一波解放,是重返數位真品獨一無二的「靈光價值」,只是現在這價值成份不僅僅是藝術性,更強調擁有它之後得到的「社群性」和「賦能性」,簡單來說就是對買家更實際的附加價值。</span></p><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span><p dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.38; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Arial; font-size: medium; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">而這「靈光回返」的特性,正好也是擁有獨特性、死忠粉絲的品牌可以加強接軌Z世代(第一批數位原生族群)的機會,也直接降低了企業 IPO 的門檻。持有品牌 NFT 經由設計過的社群與賦能互動(EX 持有者皆可參與決定下一季商品主題)達到讓客人、員工、股東成為一體,持有者和發行者共同為該品牌價值抬高做努力,畢竟現在大家在同一條船上。</span></p><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span><p dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.38; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Arial; font-size: medium; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">NFT 觸發的各種運用,也成為企業「虛實整合」的新工具。收藏卡、會員卡、入場卷、商業授權卡、證書...等等和 NFT 的結合,都讓「設計擁有」成為黏住人群的應用,也成為企業躍躍欲試的新玩具。</span></p><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span><p dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.38; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: Arial; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="border: none; display: inline-block; height: 333px; overflow: hidden; width: 259px;"><img height="333" src="https://lh6.googleusercontent.com/LuoAB0AD04RZsOkva3Q_q5Su6242PTxH2K1rBcOtj57pMWZ7qS-aG959e_82lvjd7EipgkEHrepuoLYjpTmYSBH7D9JwFL0jG-Yoqiobb16cRL1cDlVcslaS0zn5RBIca23C1_hz" style="margin-left: 0px; margin-top: 0px;" width="259" /></span></span></p><p dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.38; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: Arial; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-weight: 700; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span>adidas和 Bored Ape Yacht Club、Punks Comics 和 Gmoney 合作發行,購買 NFT 可以獲得特殊實物商品,例如adidas品牌Bored Ape所穿的連帽衫和運動服,類似預購資格。</span></span></p><p dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.38; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: Arial; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-weight: 700; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span><br /></span></span></p><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEiM_20jr9tPrHgzbtFmu2TYDIrkvw-z9vL871Y-rBNRUvEVN-Bn2eOeBDTkG0tUC3K-H2luJPguwIoOvVwZQP4DtpiNGDvSQ2Ny8O6Z1ralrfMnV321rT-EVdqEJj8xPRYpc3E_oUGrvwx-nFFwsaMZ5EqbjXozyj6Y_CR9SLL-31BAkXZkRRIB_1-jRA=s1184" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="634" data-original-width="1184" height="171" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEiM_20jr9tPrHgzbtFmu2TYDIrkvw-z9vL871Y-rBNRUvEVN-Bn2eOeBDTkG0tUC3K-H2luJPguwIoOvVwZQP4DtpiNGDvSQ2Ny8O6Z1ralrfMnV321rT-EVdqEJj8xPRYpc3E_oUGrvwx-nFFwsaMZ5EqbjXozyj6Y_CR9SLL-31BAkXZkRRIB_1-jRA=s320" width="320" /></a></div><p dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.38; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: Arial; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-weight: 700; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span>上架大漲134倍、每次交易轉手可到店換雞吃。台灣人到底有多愛吃鹹酥雞。</span></span></p><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span><p dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.38; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Arial; font-size: medium; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">看似全是利多,但更多時候民主不等於真理。在錢包存了實驗金額的以太幣後,我其實也好奇觀望缺乏監管的「去中心交易」,人人實習當央行能走多遠,畢竟這樣左手交右手的抬價行為應也不受規範,最終的</span><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-family: Arial; white-space: pre-wrap;">「</span><span style="font-family: Arial; white-space: pre-wrap;">民主</span><span style="font-family: Arial; white-space: pre-wrap;">」</span><span style="font-family: Arial; white-space: pre-wrap;">可能也不缺幾成假象。</span></span></p><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span><p dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.38; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Arial; font-size: medium; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">另外,那些制定遊戲規則的中心能多透明化、全球參與下五花八門的目的與手段,在其中任何一項動能消失後,是否會造成無預警的失控、泡沫化。</span></p><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span><p dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.38; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Arial; font-size: medium; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">品牌面的應用,也是必需衡量目標、對象、設計什麼樣的賦能、發行量與方式。更重要的還是要自問:這目標不透過 NFT,就無法達成嗎?</span></p><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span><p dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.38; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Arial; font-size: medium; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">大年初一,台北陰雨綿綿,走春行為改為在家走來走去,順便紀錄這個月研究外甥子世代的暫時結論。</span></p><span style="font-size: medium;"><div><span><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></span></div><br /></span><p dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.38; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Arial; font-size: medium; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">延伸閱讀:</span></p><p dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.38; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt;"></p><ul style="text-align: left;"><li><a href="https://www.heath.tw/nml-article/behind-the-hot-money-on-the-preservation-capacity-the-technical-condition-of-nft/?fbclid=IwAR1p5y-DYdfRTQi0JIMx7u38WgJRZRDGEMCiTcrl-aOA1v-uyK-tjtVwPTI" style="text-decoration-line: none;"><span style="color: #1155cc; font-family: Arial; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; text-decoration-line: underline; text-decoration-skip-ink: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">火熱價值的背後-NFT如何保存之儲存技術探討</span></a></li><li><span id="docs-internal-guid-3b792f5d-7fff-3b82-7ee4-2230b3bccc6a"><span style="font-family: Arial; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"><a href="https://ccc.technews.tw/2022/01/21/nft-beanie-babies/" target="_blank">NFT 是潛力投資還是炒作泡沫?看這絨毛玩具就會懂了</a></span></span></li><li><a href="https://discord.gg/rugpullfrens" style="text-decoration-line: none;"><span style="color: #1155cc; font-family: Arial; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; text-decoration-line: underline; text-decoration-skip-ink: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">Rug Pull Frens Discord</span></a></li></ul><p></p><br /></span>Emihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14855496413571373046noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1451295023701355797.post-82724181162797248692022-01-21T06:56:00.011-08:002022-02-12T05:30:28.954-08:00硬頸北埔<p><span style="color: #444444; font-size: medium;"><span style="font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">原本想逃離跨年人潮、煙火,選了北埔山城安靜踏入 2022。不料,我們小看了《茶金》的戲劇熱潮,北埔在疫情後旅遊人潮比疫情前更好,比平日多了六成。想看的古蹟們,包括</span><span style="font-family: Arial; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">「姜阿新洋樓」完全進不去</span><span style="font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">。</span></span></p><span id="docs-internal-guid-b2d22134-7fff-2f38-25a6-4f4e60890420"><p dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 12pt; margin-top: 12pt;"><span style="color: #444444; font-size: medium; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"> </span></p><p dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 12pt; margin-top: 12pt;"><span style="color: #444444; font-size: medium; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">北埔是全台最早,也是唯一連續兩次抗日的基地。</span></p><p dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 12pt; margin-top: 12pt;"><span style="color: #444444; font-size: medium; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"><br /></span></p><p dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 12pt; margin-top: 12pt;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #444444; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">即使是百年後的今日</span><span style="color: #444444; white-space: pre-wrap;">(</span><span style="color: #444444; white-space: pre-wrap;">還是一個連續假期</span><span style="color: #444444; white-space: pre-wrap;">)</span><span style="color: #444444; white-space: pre-wrap;">,也能察覺這裡並非典型的渡假放鬆之地。空氣裡瀰漫一股結實的硬頸之氣,連公雞啼叫都是半夜12點就開始(活了40年首見),那聲嘶力竭像是教練拿著皮鞭,要選手給我爭氣點。</span></span></p><p dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 12pt; margin-top: 12pt;"><span style="color: #444444; font-size: medium; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"> </span></p><p dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 12pt; margin-top: 12pt;"><span style="color: #444444; font-size: medium; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">氣候全年宜人,北埔嶄露明亮、舒爽的山城識別CI,老街上的店家七早八早就磨拳霍霍開門做生意。</span></p><p dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 12pt; margin-top: 12pt;"><span style="color: #444444; font-size: medium; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"><br /></span></p><p dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 12pt; margin-top: 12pt;"></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEiN8DqsII92E83fwIwUpdRnmXmVky3d88K2dhd5LoC2ZtCReSTSPiDU7lN586pSNbF_w990RAI0jAFJ9CHzs0l2531AJePkWx3iJc9dSEuiXr0QqMa6oDjFNC19BsNdz4vxUQoUQBijikV9nsAI8O7ejMjWUp3RdL_L9kio5ZxTjb5jNXT8ZdkX_mk_pg=s1280" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1280" data-original-width="1280" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEiN8DqsII92E83fwIwUpdRnmXmVky3d88K2dhd5LoC2ZtCReSTSPiDU7lN586pSNbF_w990RAI0jAFJ9CHzs0l2531AJePkWx3iJc9dSEuiXr0QqMa6oDjFNC19BsNdz4vxUQoUQBijikV9nsAI8O7ejMjWUp3RdL_L9kio5ZxTjb5jNXT8ZdkX_mk_pg=s320" width="320" /></a></div><br /><span style="color: #444444; font-size: medium; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"><br /></span><p></p><p dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 12pt; margin-top: 12pt;"><span style="color: #444444; font-size: medium; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">走在街上,至少有一半的當地人以客家話溝通,其中也有年輕人很自然地使用母語。</span></p><p dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 12pt; margin-top: 12pt;"><span style="color: #444444; font-size: medium; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"> </span></p><p dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 12pt; margin-top: 12pt;"><span style="color: #444444; font-size: medium; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">晚上六點之後通常是完售的收店狀態,和夜間驟降的溫度同步墜落,老街頓時陷入寂靜,變成被人遺忘的明星,和白天判若兩地。</span></p><p dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 12pt; margin-top: 12pt;"><span style="color: #444444; font-size: medium; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"> </span></p><p dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 12pt; margin-top: 12pt;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #444444; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">除了公雞之外,主幹道台三線也展現NEVER LET YOU SLEEP的氣勢,半山腰省道是重機族、改車族的最愛。如果上了年紀需要充足睡眠,民宿一定要當心選。</span></span></p><p dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 12pt; margin-top: 12pt;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"><br /></span></span></p><p dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 12pt; margin-top: 12pt;"><span style="font-size: medium;"></span></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEiNy6wVQ1-18CIvOgWJuyBfAM71xMIvfTPblvf1AUn9FdUk_-QL9lQERx3RcbugMJuVzlEMW29jDpnKw6nZ9BicQiycK_klODqo-2TEBd-GaT5MHhahjjLvLdUx-QiIVmlZp07oGqn0mKBLvnkwZrzZ3Li7ycA7I8duRrsXkFzvCkgCiXp4R00_9zVO1A=s1280" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1280" data-original-width="1280" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEiNy6wVQ1-18CIvOgWJuyBfAM71xMIvfTPblvf1AUn9FdUk_-QL9lQERx3RcbugMJuVzlEMW29jDpnKw6nZ9BicQiycK_klODqo-2TEBd-GaT5MHhahjjLvLdUx-QiIVmlZp07oGqn0mKBLvnkwZrzZ3Li7ycA7I8duRrsXkFzvCkgCiXp4R00_9zVO1A=s320" width="320" /></a></span></div><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /><span style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"><br /></span></span><p></p><p dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 12pt; margin-top: 12pt;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">如果不幸你的民宿會聽見挾帶著重機的長嘯,可以放一些緩飄電子樂,噪音就會立刻升級成聲音藝術,這種情境下睡不著不會有積怨。</span></span></p><span style="color: #444444; font-size: medium;"><br /></span><p dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 12pt; margin-top: 12pt;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial; font-size: medium; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">算是甘心的心境下,在民宿翻了一本北埔介紹。台灣新文化運動時期代表性攝影師之一鄧南光也是北埔人,攝影作品目前在北師美術館和同一時代的藝術家劉錦堂、賴和、倪蔣懷、陳澄波、黃土水...等共同展出中。他的作品有大量的戀鄉視角,似進而遠拍攝北埔人日常的「動」,留下還原北埔日治時期、二二八白色恐怖時期樣貌重要的線索。</span></p><p dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 12pt; margin-top: 12pt;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial; font-size: medium; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; 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font-size: medium; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">這本書的序是前農委會主委彭作奎老師寫的。想起多年前有個記者會場合邀請他和 Nuskin 大中華區總裁姜惠琳出席,他們一見面知道同是北埔老鄉,開始用客語開心聊了起來。彭、姜,都是客家大姓。</span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="color: #444444; font-size: medium;"> </span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #444444; font-family: Arial; font-size: medium; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">那時因為一個紐西蘭奇異果行銷全球的題目,採訪過彭作奎老師。他已卸任農委會主委,不過談到國內外的農業趨勢,他完全不像古典印象的「官員」,就是一個對新事物充滿好奇的小孩,眼睛發著光。</span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="color: #444444; font-size: medium;"> </span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #444444; font-family: Arial; font-size: medium; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">姜惠琳的氣息就是一代女王,當時對我們投入青年有任務的旅行幫助很大,也是那時重新審視自己對直銷的刻板印象。那記者會場合還有另一個很有記憶的畫面:她的公關拿著講稿追著她問這個致詞、那個說話稿子準備好了,等等需不需要,她每一項瞄了一眼就秒回「不用」。</span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="color: #444444; font-size: medium;"> </span></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEiU6Z7XHkBZWBsXx09pLPRNROW-O_5s5pEdBgzwucvUF9yrtVhYid6Fp6B0YJgdxt_yZcDfDOc6PbNNptqJU44GdBosuyiz6GB88W_vU06xqmMySpKu18pHppiwqf9qr46q7lvis6qmTeSX0CsEWiUssmBpewJZbCnPNEB2u6ZCG1NjG7V0I-2jImo1SQ=s792" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><span style="color: #444444; font-size: medium;"><img border="0" data-original-height="450" data-original-width="792" height="182" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEiU6Z7XHkBZWBsXx09pLPRNROW-O_5s5pEdBgzwucvUF9yrtVhYid6Fp6B0YJgdxt_yZcDfDOc6PbNNptqJU44GdBosuyiz6GB88W_vU06xqmMySpKu18pHppiwqf9qr46q7lvis6qmTeSX0CsEWiUssmBpewJZbCnPNEB2u6ZCG1NjG7V0I-2jImo1SQ=s320" width="320" /></span></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><b><span style="color: #444444;">姜阿新洋樓</span></b></div><span style="color: #444444; font-size: medium;"><br /></span><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #444444; font-family: Arial; font-size: medium; white-space: pre-wrap;">想起過去這些工作片段,查了之後才發現姜阿新是姜惠琳的內公。實際生活中的千金「小吉」,也就是姜惠琳的母親,不過真實性格並不是劇中虛構的女強人。姜家宣布破產家道中落後,就流離到台北租房生活,小吉那雙彈鋼琴的手,開始為人繡補學號,撐起家計。</span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #444444; font-family: Arial; font-size: medium; white-space: pre-wrap;"><br /></span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #444444; font-family: Arial; font-size: medium; white-space: pre-wrap;">姜惠琳父親廖運潘是金融專業,局勢所逼,當時雖然未能逆轉破產命運,卻也協助丈人做了最妥善的安排。姜阿新不再留戀的財產,就這麼一一償還給時局命運。</span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="color: #444444; font-size: medium;"> </span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #444444; font-family: Arial; font-size: medium; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">「終於散去了,北埔洋樓的陰霾,秋日天高爽。」(天高し 北埔洋楼 雨後の晴れ)</span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="color: #444444; font-size: medium;"> </span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #444444; font-family: Arial; font-size: medium; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">廖運潘花了二十餘年,寫下家族回憶錄《茶金歲月》,也是《茶金》的原型。一直到幾年前,姜家家族兄弟姐妹才有機會一起以當年100倍的價格,將抵押給銀行的洋樓買回。</span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="color: #444444; font-size: medium;"> </span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #444444; font-family: Arial; font-size: medium; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">北埔靠新竹南邊,再往南就是曾攀登過的五指山,苗栗的邊界。我們喜歡看老街、老物件,一下高鐵沿路從竹北老街走,再往竹東舊城區,再往南走省道到北埔。</span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="color: #444444; font-size: medium;"> </span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #444444; font-family: Arial; font-size: medium; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">新竹的風,是吹到骨子裡的冷。由於車子被我撞歪正進廠維修中,我們租了機車,兩位已婚人士在高架橋上當追風中年,新年新希望變成風中的承諾。</span></p><span style="color: #444444; font-size: medium;"><br /></span><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: -6pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="color: #444444; font-size: medium;"> </span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #444444; font-family: Arial; font-size: medium; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; text-decoration-line: underline; text-decoration-skip-ink: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">竹北老街</span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="color: #444444; font-size: medium;"> </span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #444444; font-family: Arial; font-size: medium; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">竹北的老,有一種東南亞式的新潮。</span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="color: #444444; font-size: medium;"> </span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #444444; font-family: Arial; font-size: medium; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">越接近竹北火車站一帶,越有東南亞風情搖滾區感,移工自成一區沉浸在自己的生活節奏,飲茶、抽菸嬉鬧、我看你、你看我,突然笑出來,明明天氣很冷卻有種接近熱帶的顏色。</span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #444444; font-family: Arial; font-size: medium; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"><br /></span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #444444; font-family: Arial; font-size: medium; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">看到街底舊車站有點像被惡搞的「Dumpling Station」招牌,字體像是我小時候拿粉筆在黑板塗鴉的風格,很好奇這樣的都市景觀是怎麼來的。</span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="color: #444444; font-size: medium;"> </span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="color: #444444; font-size: medium;"><span style="background-color: transparent; font-family: Arial; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="border: none; display: inline-block; height: 181px; overflow: hidden; width: 241px;"><img height="181" src="https://lh6.googleusercontent.com/Ff2JEk0BAtzxpqkMHFjhiu4IZxOPEJt1dmiN9gHtpOIVui5vrQnhSKCMcp9_a33COTPRgMqELoCAZTExzdS3ScBTYIyrNWlfRapx2QHBjI8Nu0qi1MmEwtmkSch4D0e3XK7uRM8l" style="margin-left: 0px; margin-top: 0px;" width="241" /></span></span><span style="background-color: transparent; font-family: Arial; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="border: none; display: inline-block; height: 186px; overflow: hidden; width: 248px;"><img height="186" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/ZzpoVYAF7XHIc04rmuiv9MMDNnsex2YitVRPsJzrWMvcVkw-5M1yz5I1hKB-Wx33VRdMCT8SdXNa_tLlpK1GfR7VRHy4loQaUQjEImCJdNZ76s317cw2TVwv5pn1VtOytZjXHPf_" style="margin-left: 0px; margin-top: 0px;" width="248" /></span></span></span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="color: #444444; font-size: medium;"> </span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #444444; font-family: Arial; font-size: medium; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">火車站周邊是市中心早期的發展區,「歷經數十年發展,建物大多已老舊,且因都市建成區之公共設施用地取得不易,造成道路現況狹小、交通擁擠、開放空間不足等問題,都市機能與景觀亟待改善。」從民國90年,這個地方就陸續有零星都更計畫,在104年的計畫中,未來(115年)發展設定為舊城商業核心。</span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="color: #444444; font-size: medium;"> </span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #444444; font-family: Arial; font-size: medium; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">實際上... 看不太出來有開始都更的痕跡。可能是為了要留下都市紋理,計畫走得很緩慢,畢竟那麼急著推翻過去是負心漢才做的事。</span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="color: #444444; font-size: medium;"> </span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="color: #444444; font-size: medium;"><span style="background-color: transparent; font-family: Arial; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="border: none; display: inline-block; height: 341px; overflow: hidden; width: 256px;"><img height="341" src="https://lh6.googleusercontent.com/Sgct9XjBrj4AvZpe42Ser5RE_Zb8LWA2YHjyfcv3j8pkYZ5SmrPBwHRdbBxLUXOBRsVTpBf2Gysh2VJByVVTm1HTwnuHEwiRZQhAByDZomjOjQSPpAM6PqBUkOBBq937_mH7c33y" style="margin-left: 0px; margin-top: 0px;" width="256" /></span></span><span style="background-color: transparent; font-family: Arial; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="border: none; display: inline-block; height: 341px; overflow: hidden; width: 255px;"><img height="341" src="https://lh5.googleusercontent.com/I5tEl14inQw74XFYINiA4zqGk7GrJL9x_DUKXgC6SHBHiFz4K5Pk28HX4-OtQH9G6bQ81ICZLx1ANmM1Twj4sMkP0P6Eyf0dpvSrqN39wkWffTJmDGnCBi37hZyXM1mJf0rF5DkA" style="margin-left: 0px; margin-top: 0px;" width="255" /></span></span><span style="background-color: transparent; font-family: Arial; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="border: none; display: inline-block; height: 292px; overflow: hidden; width: 292px;"><img height="292" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/gCMAYTPX2Pt353g5LVDBCqFY-7_q4V0FmuBRAqSKnV-bJ4mLefbZt0OsCdji0iAxEYGWZxK1dhhR4o3f1Y7wkf9yJTZ-wP5TN626I_cYmoAxABZzA-sXtsPZPKetxUFUJ6ZFK8Q0" style="margin-left: 0px; margin-top: 0px;" width="292" /></span></span><span style="background-color: transparent; font-family: Arial; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="border: none; display: inline-block; height: 291px; overflow: hidden; width: 219px;"><img height="291" src="https://lh6.googleusercontent.com/FXhSY4dieTE4uSol0gGjNKAJ3XDvIXEQu6yQIgs75MT_YXJlvyV34SyBfQmlzo0Qyfvs9npQUBxKvQzP9cd2fDgfb9vjiWGjrg-LH9Cbja9mpTMWwV-77CANWAtl6iDFXtK2FjvT" style="margin-left: 0px; margin-top: 0px;" width="219" /></span></span></span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="color: #444444; font-size: medium;"> </span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #444444; font-family: Arial; font-size: medium; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; text-decoration-line: underline; text-decoration-skip-ink: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">竹北天主堂</span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="color: #444444; font-size: medium;"> </span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #444444; font-family: Arial; font-size: medium; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">1953 年,一批西班牙耶穌會士被共產黨驅離安徽省蕪湖教區,指派到台灣竹北地區傳教。他們在新埔一家舊製茶工廠建立臨時住所,同時由鮑銳敏神父回祖國西班牙募集資金,作為建造教堂和傳福經費。</span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #444444; font-family: Arial; font-size: medium; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"><br /></span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="background-color: transparent; font-family: Arial; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="border: none; color: #444444; display: inline-block; font-size: medium; height: 209px; overflow: hidden; width: 315px;"><img height="209" src="https://lh5.googleusercontent.com/RdAa7msas7ahZ-fQP4quOK0dr1NmtvrQWV881LUMv_276bPlR5FViMmq0ix9pYdOSDIEmynlVeUHadXzP7wU0gTqXQe5ZuKX8h8FKDr-aL6w4RUnKzr4bUBbNCucZiJjoN4TJJkn" style="margin-left: 0px; margin-top: 0px;" width="315" /></span></span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #444444; font-family: Arial; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"><b>1910-2010 鮑銳敏 (Fr. Luis Remigio Bolumburu, S.J.) 神父</b></span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="color: #444444; font-size: medium;"> </span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #444444; font-family: Arial; font-size: medium; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">竹北天主堂興建至今歷時逾一甲子,修士所設計監造的哥德式兩層樓建築,以洗石子作為牆面外觀,素麗實用;一階階對稱醒目的階梯通往二樓聖堂,一樓則作幼稚園、圖書室和兒童活動室使用。</span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="color: #444444; font-size: medium;"> </span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #444444; font-family: Arial; font-size: medium; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">早期台灣社會生活清苦,教會每逢歲末舉辦彌撒,發放牛奶、麵粉等民生物資,成為當地年老鄉親的溫馨回憶。</span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="color: #444444; font-size: medium;"> </span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #444444; font-family: Arial; font-size: medium; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">我們騎著機車在教堂外的路橋下冷繞了一圈。在地景方位上,它的入口在陸橋中段的橋下,第一次導航很容易錯過。很可惜教堂景觀被中正東路陸橋「攔腰斬」,鄰近車流在這橫著的風水血光上簌簌穿梭,教堂外圍裸露著惶惶驚恐的喧囂。當下想起了2016年台北忠孝橋引道拆除,北門終於能重見天日的開闊樣貌。</span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="color: #444444; font-size: medium;"> </span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="color: #444444; font-size: medium;"><span style="background-color: transparent; font-family: Arial; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="border: none; display: inline-block; height: 316px; overflow: hidden; width: 238px;"><img height="316" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/SIVNseRKySQxX9jAOvT73PEpb2EmfSLmf-CUCRxPqjPnhTedN3NqPbpQ4cTKjLtTMF2UrYXDcjusi4amhktoKBJUc5UUnM5nkWEFbK94fVZUvVcS26BuzDSgBsVL_XjU19wwdcep" style="margin-left: 0px; margin-top: 0px;" width="238" /></span></span><span style="background-color: transparent; font-family: Arial; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="border: none; display: inline-block; height: 316px; overflow: hidden; width: 236px;"><img height="316" src="https://lh4.googleusercontent.com/bnbiKTmtmN7uMHj0ImusZYeD1KEfQ1OM3YBNJ0DSSwEl_n7ryA4dx2aJvGEoDI-yEWj5-10BfJ2s0LJAY3ytPpQxGlnqP0XLCLKXbqdMxE-fBFo6vtE9fTqZRfntFSQVJYVAcay_" style="margin-left: 0px; margin-top: 0px;" width="236" /></span></span></span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #444444; font-family: Arial; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"><b>遠望教堂被橋遮蔽的景觀(左)進入天主堂,洗石子外觀散發的懷舊鎮定感(右)</b></span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="color: #444444; font-size: medium;"> </span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #444444; font-family: Arial; font-size: medium; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">但也很神奇,我們一走進教堂腹地後,整個磁場像是走進了一個過門,像是有個瑜珈APP讓一切都沉靜了下來。</span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="color: #444444; font-size: medium;"> </span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="color: #444444; font-size: medium;"> </span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #444444; font-family: Arial; font-size: medium; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; text-decoration-line: underline; text-decoration-skip-ink: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">獅山古剎,台灣十二勝景之一</span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="color: #444444; font-size: medium;"> </span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #444444; font-family: Arial; font-size: medium; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">每到一個景點,一定要登一座山。這有助於將方圓內的地形和行政區看得更仔細。</span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="color: #444444; font-size: medium;"> </span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #444444; font-family: Arial; font-size: medium; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">獅頭山橫躺在新竹和苗栗的邊界,是台灣小百岳之一。綜合了北部中和烘爐地 ft. 觀音山硬漢嶺的特色,因屬於「參山國家風景區」,是著名寺廟聖地,沿路禪意濃厚。</span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="color: #444444; font-size: medium;"> </span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #444444; font-family: Arial; font-size: medium; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">主要為砂岩和頁岩的交互層,此地形的特色為容易產生斷崖與岩洞,景觀CP值超高。</span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="color: #444444; font-size: medium;"> </span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #444444; font-family: Arial; font-size: medium; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">獅頭山地區內步道縱橫,是先民來往苗栗與南庄之間的要道。 從日據時代初期,佛教僧侶就利用獅頭山現成的天然岩壁洞穴興建寺廟。最早的獅巖洞(元光寺),建於明治28年(1895年)。在這之後,勸化堂、梵音寺 、輔天宮、開善寺陸續興建,寺廟的建築風格,既維持中國傳統,也受當時流行的西洋建築風潮影響, 使得獅頭山的寺廟建築呈現中西合壁的多元面貌,在1927年獲選台灣十二勝景之一。</span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="color: #444444; font-size: medium;"> </span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="color: #444444; font-size: medium;"><span style="background-color: transparent; font-family: Arial; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="border: none; display: inline-block; height: 264px; overflow: hidden; width: 198px;"><img height="264" src="https://lh6.googleusercontent.com/nBIzlJQLax_382Tl78auomkh8Fn_4WHabyu0cibzvb7LZAFWtS4_OvNzUkDu3QVtWsF5KF8x5RzjO4_opx4OtKMHRBqBOIAjelG-JNes8yB28CwDUsJv9ip_ikS-Ln-NsmiiUY6F" style="margin-left: 0px; margin-top: 0px;" width="198" /></span></span><span style="background-color: transparent; font-family: Arial; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="border: none; display: inline-block; height: 267px; overflow: hidden; width: 267px;"><img height="267" src="https://lh4.googleusercontent.com/Pz1_q9w0-rbRJWpvmyC-0HfVn4r2VZHXbcLMW4AdyiZQIU6t3IFvC6k3eZwAD_RSpbctZeyna1d1sR0_3MifAUp1SWPMfVlTV6tnYzw5rfEnvMITkmlldZABuiJnYV1vei3wIOYN" style="margin-left: 0px; margin-top: 0px;" width="267" /></span></span></span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="color: #444444; font-size: medium;"> </span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #444444; font-family: Arial; font-size: medium; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">這一趟看到了難忘的登山奇景之一。在元光寺前方有一個大展望,一位和尚就面對著這片景觀念著經,一手佛珠,一手按著計數器,對著我們微笑點頭的那一刻,我和室友有點呆住。</span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #444444; font-family: Arial; font-size: medium; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"><br /></span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #444444; font-family: Arial; font-size: medium; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">他和電影《輕鬆+愉快》裡的和尚外貌有98%相似度,一位甩不開的詐騙男子。一邊自己加台詞,一邊因為腦補產生的恐懼越走越快,無奈前方不太像人該走的死路,想往回走時一看,和尚竟然不見了。</span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="color: #444444; font-size: medium;"> </span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="color: #444444;"><span style="background-color: transparent; font-family: Arial; font-size: large; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="border: none; display: inline-block; height: 162px; overflow: hidden; width: 286px;"><img height="162" src="https://lh4.googleusercontent.com/Y1FxkD_lwCdvb2Aics-nRmijmu7wp7VFVroJDa794rgEfN8ICn8xXya6yud0FFcIT2iAuKByjdGdQtWdvHBwi7nLRAgYOOOWk9w-bgFAoOiBJRxG4NfNN8IiuF47n_uDLpOxX9q1" style="margin-left: 0px; margin-top: 0px;" width="286" /></span></span><span style="background-color: transparent; font-family: Arial; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="border: none; display: inline-block; height: 163px; overflow: hidden; width: 219px;"><img height="163" src="https://lh5.googleusercontent.com/zdvXPa_KjQvrzjS0hK7KbeJjm-cFHCvxCLTzQ0WBkXqcgCBx_T0CJY4DfF-XkT62VJIPjhG_QW-wcOHVmEsFV4TR3cdL3_ni0t21Hr2oFO61UKj1j3SWe7qjipqwMqAe_Ty196nk" style="margin-left: 0px; margin-top: 0px;" width="219" /></span></span></span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #444444; font-family: Arial; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"><b>《輕鬆+愉快》電影劇照(左)和元光寺前和尚背影(右)</b></span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="color: #444444; font-size: medium;"> </span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="color: #444444; font-size: medium;"><span style="background-color: transparent; font-family: Arial; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">站在這展望前,遠方的石子溪在暮靄天色下朦朧發亮。</span><span style="background-color: transparent; font-family: Arial; white-space: pre-wrap;">我們站在這裡好一陣子,像是吸進了一年份的天地精華。</span></span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="color: #444444; font-size: medium;"> </span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="background-color: transparent; font-family: Arial; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="border: none; color: #444444; display: inline-block; font-size: medium; height: 378px; overflow: hidden; width: 505px;"><img height="378" src="https://lh4.googleusercontent.com/fVGCVwaCqbOftkmrnkFJtaWBdBKcJ3fQdplOPRo5kXoBs5oDoQIFDI_HPzyvRN1i_WBnCqNX9FG-9ZUpWhn9rUnm2WGj8aLnQkRCl1-YekpctU332U495isxnkvcZZ1GOycrtkI_" style="margin-left: 0px; margin-top: 0px;" width="505" /></span></span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="color: #444444; font-size: medium;"> </span></p><p dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; line-height: 1.2; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; padding: 6pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="color: #444444; font-size: medium;"> </span></p><div><br /></div></span>Emihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14855496413571373046noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1451295023701355797.post-31435054344750585172021-12-28T06:42:00.027-08:002021-12-29T07:52:29.044-08:00一部用聽覺「看」的電影:Memoria<p><span face="新細明體, "serif"" style="font-size: medium;">這場電影觀看的經驗,很像學生時代讀意識流小說的放空感,處處是 Virginia Woolf 的影子。它自然無法用傳統劇情架構去期待,最好的方式是不帶成見進入主角的當下,感知收穫會更豐富。</span></p>
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<p class="MsoNormal"><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="font-size: medium; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">劇情很簡單,完全沒有暴雷疑慮:在麥德林的英國植物學家 <span lang="EN-US">Jessica (</span><span lang="EN-US">Tilda Swinton) </span>前往波哥大探望患神秘疾病而住院的妹妹。一天晚上,睡夢中的 <span lang="EN-US">Jessica </span>被一聲震耳巨響驚醒,這神秘又強烈的聲音不時出現,且只有她自己聽得見,<span lang="EN-US">Jessica 開始了一連串</span>「找聲音」的旅行路線。</span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="font-size: medium; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;"><br /></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span face=""新細明體","serif"" lang="EN-US" style="font-size: medium; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;"></span></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span face=""新細明體","serif"" lang="EN-US" style="font-size: medium; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;"><iframe allowfullscreen="" class="BLOG_video_class" height="266" src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/tmRhS3DJ9tY" width="320" youtube-src-id="tmRhS3DJ9tY"></iframe></span></div><span face=""新細明體","serif"" lang="EN-US" style="font-size: medium; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;"><br /></span><p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span><span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">這是一部需用聽覺去</span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">「</span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">看</span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">」</span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">的電影,</span></span><span>所有線索都只有開放式結論,是我很喜歡的佈局</span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">。聲音的本質幽微無形</span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">、隨著環境介質</span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">變異,遊走現實與虛幻間,因此這條追逐聲音的旅行路線必然處於半開放狀態,如同 </span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" lang="EN-US" style="mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">Tilda Swinton 訪談中</span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">說這一次和泰國導演</span>阿比查邦</span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">的合作沒有固定劇本,也不像是「演出」,她是根據種種環境聲音狀態做出一系列蜉蝣介質的互動。<span lang="EN-US">Tilda Swinton </span>是 Jessica 這個角色的絕佳人選,從她演出的</span><span face="新細明體, "serif"">《美麗佳人奧蘭朵》(</span><span face="新細明體, "serif"">改編自 </span><span face="新細明體, "serif"" lang="EN-US">Virginia Woolf </span><span face="新細明體, "serif"">穿越三百年的性別跨越史詩),</span><span face="新細明體, "serif"">就能感受她詮釋生命流動的能力。</span></span></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: medium;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEjuAqKPHFNsLXkroq6eZYcOml43wXVL6isgRWggKXIT54ZMNkNg3bRVotKVan-CW2jUcgaCj8jxCr32mRBXXZd6p_-Ud3d6frYLTpxOLNWtytF6m373vMP_RANbuGWpTWA_e3CEpFXNhoZcsIWFHi2q228xF3tplRl6eDxSsQHbNy8ScLFutplaahZiig=s900" style="margin-left: 1em; 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mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">電影不以「幻聽者」指涉 <span lang="EN-US">Jessica,</span>「聽見不存在於現實生活的聲音」其實我們每天都在經歷,只要能睡覺、能作夢,多少會在夢中聽到聲音,而它確實不存在於現實生活。不管是夢境,或所謂醒著時候的幻聽,都是從人的主體產生的知覺,在意識的不同層面流露出來。清醒時刻,邏輯世界傾向將這種察覺/</span></span><span>體驗</span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">象徵的能力,解釋為一種精神疾病或巫術,而這在 <span lang="EN-US">Memoria </span>的世界中再正常不過,如同</span><span face="新細明體, "serif""> </span><span face="新細明體, "serif"" lang="EN-US">Hernán </span><span face="新細明體, "serif"">躺在地上死亡般的睡了三分鐘,</span><span face="新細明體, "serif"" lang="EN-US">Jessica </span><span face="新細明體, "serif"">稀鬆平常地問「死的感覺如何?」</span></span></p>
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<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">也是通過這樣的</span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">體驗象徵,導演得以用夢境般合理的方式挖掘哥倫比亞的血腥歷史、人民的恐懼與生活創傷,觀眾通過 <span lang="EN-US">Jessica </span>的內省足跡和「天線」能力,逐步建立一種較超脫的觀看方式。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: medium;"><o:p><br /></o:p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span lang="EN-US"><o:p>Virginia Woolf 的短文 "Street Haunting" 寫的也是這種超脫的遊走冒險,Narrator 鬼魂般以各種視角觀看習以為常的倫敦街頭,Woolf 用</o:p></span><span>「</span><span>門/殼</span><span>」</span><span>和</span><span>「</span><span>生蠔</span><span>」</span><span>般的大眼象徵人的肉身限制與身經歷練後的超脫觀看</span><span>:</span><span> </span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: medium;"><o:p> “But when the door shuts on us, all that vanishes. The shell–like covering which our souls have excreted to house themselves, to make for themselves a shape distinct from others, is broken, and there is left of all these wrinkles and roughnesses a central oyster of perceptiveness, an enormous eye.”</o:p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: medium;"></span></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: medium;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEgSuTJm7HJ2xOajwGssMxppmJNVxDKAQKAf_AKmeGbGE6oTMcFCIa6FG4L5RtD1poYBTKRBa0MLsBJrBIbCExHLzQqx0nFGnrCwinhLuGSWj-6I64lHOvaMmbq6p-oFE4ljfbD_hvurHinImgE7aJHxtRWjkmElg4J-XsRx_IKFYjTBHQ_OYptagul_ZQ=s1399" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1399" data-original-width="1050" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEgSuTJm7HJ2xOajwGssMxppmJNVxDKAQKAf_AKmeGbGE6oTMcFCIa6FG4L5RtD1poYBTKRBa0MLsBJrBIbCExHLzQqx0nFGnrCwinhLuGSWj-6I64lHOvaMmbq6p-oFE4ljfbD_hvurHinImgE7aJHxtRWjkmElg4J-XsRx_IKFYjTBHQ_OYptagul_ZQ=s320" width="240" /></a></span></div><p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="font-size: medium; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">這樣的超脫觀看,在 Memoria 以大量靜止長鏡頭營造「看聲音」的慢節奏。有時長鏡頭落在 Jessica 的表情與動作,便產生和她一起「找聲音」的驅力。有時聲音看著看著會睡著,對導演來說也不失為是一種後設反應。</span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><span face=""新細明體","serif"" lang="EN-US" style="font-size: medium; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;"><o:p></o:p></span></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span face=""新細明體","serif"" lang="EN-US" style="font-size: medium; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEj-SG5kENYwFqiWWbdPxncZTepBEjTp6SC1uRdP7N89ThqG5-cvi5nJD2d1zf0NotpHFu1_Jx4wwfW6tfn1sex-JDXdzmGizyZs74EQC5gJm7pUIbgSgA6J4bYOxfAsRNfUdCDp6fhGFRklbD0HJXdJRmiJqNtCMfWkJk2XdUk-olBwaLIyCr4vAPuB5g=s1000" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="563" data-original-width="1000" height="180" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEj-SG5kENYwFqiWWbdPxncZTepBEjTp6SC1uRdP7N89ThqG5-cvi5nJD2d1zf0NotpHFu1_Jx4wwfW6tfn1sex-JDXdzmGizyZs74EQC5gJm7pUIbgSgA6J4bYOxfAsRNfUdCDp6fhGFRklbD0HJXdJRmiJqNtCMfWkJk2XdUk-olBwaLIyCr4vAPuB5g=s320" width="320" /></a></span></div><p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="font-size: medium; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">電影中最後設,也是我最喜歡的片段,是 <span lang="EN-US">Jessica </span>在錄音室中和錄音師來回校正,試圖製造那聲巨響。幽微的聲音看似能被音波圖像化,但始終差了那麼一點。可以想像導演就是這樣和音效師反覆討論這聲重要的巨響,以及就算視覺化了,它就是要這樣差一點。「來自地心的聲音」還是要保持神秘的象徵功能,與其用聲波示意,不如以未知飛碟設下的結界來的貼切。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><span face=""新細明體","serif"" lang="EN-US" style="font-size: medium; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;"><o:p> </o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="font-size: medium; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">原本很想在電影中聽到錄音師在耳機中播放的地心巨響 <span lang="EN-US">remix </span>版,不過對導演來說這種詮釋可能是太世俗,或是根本沒有必要。Memoria 片長很長,但意境洗鍊,只有寧靜和聲音,沒有多餘的廢話。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><span face=""新細明體","serif"" lang="EN-US" style="font-size: medium; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;"><o:p> </o:p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span face="新細明體, serif">還有滿滿 Tilda Swinton </span><span face="新細明體, "serif"">「</span><span face="新細明體, serif">尚可</span><span face="新細明體, "serif"">」español</span><span face="新細明體, serif">,我不斷複習腦中鱉腳西語,同時印證在異國的口吃狀態,有助於進入語言結構外的超然經驗。</span></span></p>Emihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14855496413571373046noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1451295023701355797.post-43794541723548103002021-12-10T01:33:00.004-08:002021-12-10T02:00:30.534-08:00淘汰筆記本<p><span style="color: #444444; font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><span face="Arial, "sans-serif"" lang="EN-US" style="text-indent: -18pt;">1.<span style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;"> </span></span><span face="新細明體, "serif"" style="text-indent: -18pt;">直線七秒</span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="layout-grid-mode: char; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><span lang="EN-US"> </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="layout-grid-mode: char; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><span face="新細明體, "serif"">那年老爸很好心借我他的機車,順道載我一程去考重型照。第一關本人就被驅逐出場。壓線警鈴分貝有多大,羞辱指數就有多高,後面排一堆人看著我把機車用力推離。</span><span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="layout-grid-mode: char; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span lang="EN-US"><o:p><span style="color: #444444; font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"> </span></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="layout-grid-mode: char; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><span face="新細明體, "serif"">和老爸在入口會合同時,眼角瞄到下一位參賽者毫無障礙七秒穩穩等速通過。我心想太扯了,這種情境除非對外道路只有一條田埂吧,是要選拔鄉間聖戰士嗎。</span><span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="layout-grid-mode: char; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span lang="EN-US"><o:p><span style="color: #444444; font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"> </span></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="layout-grid-mode: char; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><span face="新細明體, "serif"">我爸一邊偷笑帶著憐憫的眼神,大概是在說:「哀優我女兒怎麼那麼喊慢~」這類眼神的 </span><span lang="EN-US">REMIX </span><span face="新細明體, "serif"">我當然是看過無數次,比方說國高中數學越補越低分、第一次煮麵煮成餿水。儘管如此,補習費他還是照給,噴也照吃。</span><span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="layout-grid-mode: char; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span lang="EN-US"><o:p><span style="color: #444444; font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"> </span></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="layout-grid-mode: char; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><span face="新細明體, "serif"">如果要再借一次車含接送服務,他當然也</span><span lang="EN-US">OK</span><span face="新細明體, "serif"">啦。</span><span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="layout-grid-mode: char; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span lang="EN-US"><o:p><span style="color: #444444; font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"> </span></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="layout-grid-mode: char; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><span face="新細明體, "serif"">不過我實在不想再吞七秒之辱。</span><span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="layout-grid-mode: char; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span lang="EN-US"><o:p><span style="color: #444444; font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"> </span></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="layout-grid-mode: char; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><span face="新細明體, "serif"">趁另外一段疫情空檔去考了汽車駕照,像發現新大陸一樣。</span><span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="layout-grid-mode: char; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span lang="EN-US"><o:p><span style="color: #444444; font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"> </span></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="layout-grid-mode: char; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><span face="新細明體, "serif"">這經驗正如安娜琪舞蹈劇場《</span><span lang="EN-US">Second Body</span><span face="新細明體, "serif"">》說的:「駕駛汽車其實就像我們得心應手的站立、移動或奔跑一樣,透過知識、觀念及經驗的累積,最後變成一種無須思考的反射行為。」</span><span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="layout-grid-mode: char; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span lang="EN-US"><o:p><span style="color: #444444; font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"> </span></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="layout-grid-mode: char; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><span face="新細明體, "serif"">車輛就是身體的延伸,駕駛儼然成為重新探索身體的過程。我還是會擦撞到</span><span lang="EN-US">600</span><span face="新細明體, "serif"">萬的賓士、煞車踩成油門、過度自信出停車場閘門結果貓到黃管子,為探索付出代價後,調整第二身體使用方式。</span><span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
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Body<span face=""新細明體","serif"" lang="EN-US" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span lang="EN-US">》</span></span></a></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="layout-grid-mode: char; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><o:p><span style="color: #444444; font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"> </span></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="layout-grid-mode: char; margin-left: 18pt; mso-pagination: widow-orphan; text-indent: -18pt;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><span lang="EN-US">2.</span><span lang="EN-US"> </span><span face="新細明體, "serif"">訪問</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="layout-grid-mode: char; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><o:p><span style="color: #444444; font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"> </span></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="layout-grid-mode: char; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><span face="新細明體, "serif"">人性使然,多數受訪者在訪問過程中會為了形象撒謊。</span><span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="layout-grid-mode: char; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span lang="EN-US"><o:p><span style="color: #444444; font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"> </span></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="layout-grid-mode: char; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><span face="新細明體, "serif"">盡責的訪問者必須做好各種心理設想,研究對方付出過什麼、被報導(或誤會)過什麼,推想他此刻在意些什麼,開頭先給幾個他憋了很久很想一吐為快的題目,對方卸下心房後,直攻更重要的問題核心。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="layout-grid-mode: char; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><o:p><span style="color: #444444; font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"> </span></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="layout-grid-mode: char; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><span face="新細明體, "serif"">這種形式算計到了中尾聲通常他們能懂,因為是建立在追求內容的真誠上,多數受訪者會為了訪問者的誠意而願意多說。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="layout-grid-mode: char; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><span lang="EN-US"> </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="layout-grid-mode: char; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><span face="新細明體, "serif"">有段年輕時光我很仰賴這樣的採訪經驗,得到一則又一則有根的故事,讓工作有了靈魂。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="layout-grid-mode: char; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><span lang="EN-US"> </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="layout-grid-mode: char; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><span face="新細明體, "serif"">也曾因為太投入、或觀察太入微誤踩雷區,結果都很慘。從那幾次明白「好奇」與「獵奇」往往只有一線之隔,拿捏好應對</span><span lang="EN-US"> (ethics) </span><span face="新細明體, "serif"">也是責任之一。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="layout-grid-mode: char; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><span lang="EN-US"> </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="layout-grid-mode: char; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><span face="新細明體, "serif"">有另一種受訪者,打從一進門就防著你。從他縝密的回答、自問、再回話,就知道這是一貫的</span><span lang="EN-US">SOP</span><span face="新細明體, "serif"">,沒有要讓你再提問的意思。處在這樣時空無聊至極,唯一的樂趣就是觀察對方說謊的肢體表情。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="layout-grid-mode: char; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><o:p><span style="color: #444444; font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"> </span></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="layout-grid-mode: char; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><span face="新細明體, "serif"">印象最深刻的是訪問一位電商前輩,每講完一個段落就會重新整理他桌子上原本就很整齊的筆記本、鋼筆、鉛筆等文具。像麻將洗牌一樣,先是快速把它們移開原本的位置,最後再以同樣的速度移回原本的位置。這個動作應該是能幫助他羅織下一段體面的演講</span><span lang="EN-US"> (No dialogism
at all.)</span><span face="新細明體, "serif"">。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="layout-grid-mode: char; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><span lang="EN-US"> </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="layout-grid-mode: char; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><span face="新細明體, "serif"">這樣的人總有辦法待在權力核心。政治即表演藝術,江山如何易改,只要有舞台他就是釘子戶。</span><span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="layout-grid-mode: char; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><o:p><span style="color: #444444; font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"> </span></o:p></span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;"> </span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="layout-grid-mode: char; margin-left: 18pt; mso-pagination: widow-orphan; text-indent: -18pt;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><span lang="EN-US">3.</span><span lang="EN-US"> </span><span face="新細明體, "serif"">試管嬰兒</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="layout-grid-mode: char; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><o:p><span style="color: #444444; font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"> </span></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="layout-grid-mode: char; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><span face="新細明體, "serif"">肚子前前後後扎了</span><span lang="EN-US">10</span><span face="新細明體, "serif"">幾根針,又塞又吃的控制性藥物,變成行走賀爾蒙。</span><span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="layout-grid-mode: char; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span lang="EN-US"><o:p><span style="color: #444444; font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"> </span></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="layout-grid-mode: char; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><span face="新細明體, "serif"">挑選上好的精子與卵子,還沒植入就已經分好等級。體驗美麗新世界小說中</span><span> <span lang="EN-US">10% </span></span><span face="新細明體, "serif"">的反烏托邦場景:現代性效率、漸漸變得模糊的生命倫理。</span><span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
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<p class="MsoNormal" style="layout-grid-mode: char; margin-left: 18pt; mso-pagination: widow-orphan; text-indent: -18pt;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><span lang="EN-US">4.</span><span lang="EN-US"> </span><span face="新細明體, "serif"">面試</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="layout-grid-mode: char; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><span lang="EN-US"> </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="layout-grid-mode: char; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><span face="新細明體, "serif"">不少時候,面試官的狀態比面試者差,線索是面試官的情緒反應。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="layout-grid-mode: char; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><span lang="EN-US"> </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="layout-grid-mode: char; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><span face="新細明體, "serif"">一直記得幾年前接案兼調養身體後,在成品生活的一次面試經驗。一走進去就嗅到熟悉的百貨緊湊節奏,聊完過去工作,她讚嘆業界都盛傳</span><span lang="EN-US">101</span><span face="新細明體, "serif"">只要周年慶出現幾位買錶千萬刷手,年終就能爽領的中產話題。</span><span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="layout-grid-mode: char; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><span lang="EN-US"> </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="layout-grid-mode: char; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><span face="新細明體, "serif"">到中後段她問起結婚了沒、身體怎麼了、有沒有小孩、未來有沒有計畫要生這類問題。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="layout-grid-mode: char; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><span lang="EN-US"> </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="layout-grid-mode: char; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><span face="新細明體, "serif"">這類隔壁大嬸會問的地雷題,自己當面試官的時候是盡量不問的。因為這是個人隱私,一不小心就會越界,造成極差觀感。若因為職位的強度考量,真需要知道面試者的優先序,問題也需要包裝。聊對理想生活的態度,職場以外的計劃都好得多。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="layout-grid-mode: char; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><o:p><span style="color: #444444; font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"> </span></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="layout-grid-mode: char; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><span face="新細明體, "serif"">當我表示「生小孩就隨緣,不排斥」,對方突然</span><span lang="EN-US"> tripping </span><span face="新細明體, "serif"">激動表示「你們這些人為什麼都不生一生再出來工作?」當下第一反應是很驚訝如此政治不正確的言論,竟會在以「生活」為品牌訴求的企業面試出現,主詞還用第一人稱「複數」。代表公司在這對外面試場合,就算企業文化真的不接納孕婦</span><span lang="EN-US">...</span><span face="新細明體, "serif"">你好歹也稍微演一下。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="layout-grid-mode: char; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><o:p><span style="color: #444444; font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"> </span></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="layout-grid-mode: char; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><span face="新細明體, "serif"">很顯然坐在我對面的女士不太清楚生育是怎麼一回事,但看上去也不像天真到覺得備孕期間一切開銷就會從天上自動掉下來。我心想,應該就是個缺乏同理心,一心只以工作績效為上的好員工,我們應該不太適合一起工作。草草結束話題後,很自然的,她淘汰了我,我也沒想指望她。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="layout-grid-mode: char; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><o:p><span style="color: #444444; font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"> </span></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="layout-grid-mode: char; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><span face="新細明體, "serif"">想起結婚前曾有位我面試進來的組員,事後說很感激我沒有問到小孩的事,原來台灣勞動市場真的很介意這題。我坦白告訴她,壓根沒想到要問這題阿。你當下任務用心做好,工作排第幾順位、有幾個小孩我根本管不著。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="layout-grid-mode: char; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><o:p><span style="color: #444444; font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"> </span></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="layout-grid-mode: char; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><span face="新細明體, "serif"">有相近生活態度的人,最後才會走在一起當夥伴。</span><span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="layout-grid-mode: char; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><span face="新細明體, "serif"">能做事,就來做朋友。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="layout-grid-mode: char; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><o:p><span style="color: #444444; font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"> </span></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="layout-grid-mode: char; margin-left: 18pt; mso-pagination: widow-orphan; text-indent: -18pt;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><span lang="EN-US">5. </span><span face="新細明體, "serif"">八卦</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="layout-grid-mode: char; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><span face="新細明體, "serif"">愛八卦,像酗酒一樣,都是在逃避自己的問題。</span><span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="layout-grid-mode: char; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span lang="EN-US"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;">It’s like in a drunken
carnival of hate. People don’t know how to live and when to die. <o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
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<p class="MsoNormal" style="layout-grid-mode: char; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="layout-grid-mode: char; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><span face="新細明體, "serif"">王爾德預言這個族群詼諧且精準:他們在自己都沒發現的時候已被淘汰。</span><span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="layout-grid-mode: char; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span lang="EN-US"><o:p><span style="color: #444444; font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"> </span></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="layout-grid-mode: char; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span lang="EN-US"><o:p><span style="color: #444444; font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"> </span></o:p></span></p>Emihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14855496413571373046noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1451295023701355797.post-12955181392049220892021-07-10T06:16:00.028-07:002021-07-19T06:22:00.945-07:00嘻哈癮<p><span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><span face="新細明體, serif">聽覺實在荒蕪很久,一來沒有新鮮感,再來就是鄰居半夜噪音 </span><span lang="EN-US">ft.</span><span face="新細明體, serif">汙水廢氣</span><span face="新細明體, serif">的</span><span face="新細明體, serif">「空間政治」,使人下意識討厭太多聲音。不想練琴、不想維持禮貌社交,還有更多的不想已不想多談。</span></span></p><p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="background-color: white; background: white; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">感謝臺灣社交距離,讓一切 </span><span lang="EN-US">passive aggressive </span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">都變得十分合理,口罩戴著整張臭臉只剩額頭,遇到了眼神只要盡量渙散即可。</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="background-color: white; background: white; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-family: inherit; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;"><br /></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="background-color: white; background: white; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">直到最近文化部補助的大嘻哈節目開了之後,耳洞的防禦機制終於被解除。這些年輕饒舌歌手有警察、更生人、百萬業務、台大宅男、台灣國語小說家、夜市攤販、客家少年、國中生、宮廟八家將、地下里長、新住民二代</span><span lang="EN-US">...</span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">意外勾勒出臺灣地方文化全景,從內容上看,和中國言論箝制下的</span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">「</span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">單一強</span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">」很</span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">不一樣。</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="background-color: white; background: white; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-family: inherit; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><br /></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="background-color: white; background: white; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">過去對饒舌毫無研究,最接近的一次是大學文學史中</span><span> <span lang="EN-US">“The Beat
Generation” </span></span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">美國二戰後「垮掉的一代」,</span><span lang="EN-US">Allen Ginsberg </span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">身為一位以假亂真的精神病人兼詩人,唸著 </span><i><span lang="EN-US">Howl </span></i><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">長詩控訴時代。小眾的學生、作家、藝術家、騙徒、吸毒者形成了「披頭族」,深深影響 </span><span lang="EN-US">40-50 </span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">年代後現代主義風潮。垮掉的一代也在 </span><span lang="EN-US">60 </span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">年代轉變為「嬉皮士」,用流浪生活表達政治立場</span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">:</span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">反民族主義</span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">、</span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">反越戰</span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">、反</span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">傳統宗教,批判中產階級價值觀。</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="background-color: white; background: white; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-family: inherit; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><br /></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="background-color: white; background: white; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"></span></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhRVV94F87QMM9jOiOv2RDsdZJTucvjOHyGidfMJ9JMiE7grI08XxFkTKoJGyEARRmMxTBJvhQfxP3cofPoTT3hDoZSMw66BX_ewZjUSP1pbAXJEzv4evghWXC37yFSW5b3Dr6PqE3FARoa/s400/610_ginsberg_about-400x310.jpg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="310" data-original-width="400" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhRVV94F87QMM9jOiOv2RDsdZJTucvjOHyGidfMJ9JMiE7grI08XxFkTKoJGyEARRmMxTBJvhQfxP3cofPoTT3hDoZSMw66BX_ewZjUSP1pbAXJEzv4evghWXC37yFSW5b3Dr6PqE3FARoa/s320/610_ginsberg_about-400x310.jpg" width="320" /></a></span></div><span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><span><div style="text-align: center;">Allen Ginsberg / 圖片來源 <a href="http://pbs.org" target="_blank">pbs.org</a></div></span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><br /></span></span><p></p><p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="background-color: white; background: white; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">垮掉的詩人們自由不羈的形式和 </span><span lang="EN-US">Jazz </span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">即興互通,因此出現了「唸詞」和「吟唱」錯落的形式,這樣的特色也影響了接下來 Hiphop</span><span lang="EN-US"> </span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">和 R</span><span lang="EN-US">ap </span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">的發展。</span><span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="background-color: white; background: white; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: medium; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;"> </span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">平日偶爾會和老公聽大支校長</span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">、</span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">人人有功練。三級警戒前還能爬山的時候,老公車上常會 </span><span lang="EN-US">replay </span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">大支的</span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">《</span><span lang="EN-US"><a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=437UUJrXqrA" target="_blank"><span face=""新細明體","serif"" lang="EN-US" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span lang="EN-US">民主先生</span></span><span lang="EN-US"><span lang="EN-US"> / Mr. Democracy</span></span></a></span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">》。</span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">副歌《</span><span lang="EN-US"><a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jcRBtTtP9f8" target="_blank"><span face=""新細明體","serif"" lang="EN-US" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span lang="EN-US">化作千<span lang="EN-US">風</span></span></span></a></span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">》</span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">(</span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">李登輝生前的愛曲</span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">)</span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">是我聽過最好的影射與改編,即使</span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">「</span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">骨灰撒在玉山</span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">」的遺願在登山前聽起來有種毛骨悚然的親切。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: medium; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;"> </span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">對</span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">《化作千風》的喜愛,是因為 </span><span lang="EN-US">2005 </span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">年第一次面對家庭成員的逝去,樹葬後在網路上漫無目的想找點心靈安慰,這首千風之歌完全救到我。短短幾句詩行,恰巧就是人在這樣的處境想聽的話,也更加確定自己泛神論態度</span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">:</span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">所有的靈魂和神性,會穿梭在萬物中與我相見:</span><span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><br /></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><i>Do not stand at my grave and weep, / I am not there, I do not sleep. </i></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><i>I am a thousand winds that blow; / I am the diamond glints on snow, </i></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><i>I am the sunlight on ripened grain; / I am the gentle autumn's rain.</i></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><br /></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">相對於大支創作的社會性,節目中看到更多文學成分很高的選手。</span><span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: medium; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><br /></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"></span></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhlPgwpaFxlz-1G4NWlgk7tyTEgygsHHXWBXJaLyBOqs2puqNupESAn27DfOd8IkW7rz9W-UE-CbAYSH1swacxzZwQt2rvHNtICgSyuDLjFZWmBuFoIFAhSczDpuLT85chDY8tPOt_1Nb-P/s2048/20988892_832743270215249_1952537878482088121_o.jpg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1290" data-original-width="2048" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhlPgwpaFxlz-1G4NWlgk7tyTEgygsHHXWBXJaLyBOqs2puqNupESAn27DfOd8IkW7rz9W-UE-CbAYSH1swacxzZwQt2rvHNtICgSyuDLjFZWmBuFoIFAhSczDpuLT85chDY8tPOt_1Nb-P/s320/20988892_832743270215249_1952537878482088121_o.jpg" width="320" /></span></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;">圖片來源:<a href="https://www.facebook.com/yolohippo" target="_blank">黃嬉皮YellowHippy</a></span></div><span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><br /></span><p></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;">第一名是黃嬉皮的 <span lang="EN-US">PiNkChAiN</span><span face="新細明體, serif">,看了第一場表演直覺就是拜倫式的鬼。首先他的 </span><span lang="EN-US">beat </span><span face="新細明體, serif">永遠在抓不到的點,但會有自己的輕重緩急,又很準確。詞的內容在經典</span><span face="新細明體, serif">、</span><span face="新細明體, serif">世俗</span><span face="新細明體, serif">、各種語言</span><span face="新細明體, serif">來回穿梭遊走,很莫名其妙卻一切有種</span><span face="新細明體, serif">「偏執嬉皮在人間」</span><span face="新細明體, serif">的合理。</span></span></p>
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<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><span lang="EN-US"><a href="https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Y-vjW8xvGA0" target="_blank"><span face=""新細明體","serif"" lang="EN-US" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">黃嬉皮</span></a> </span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">的行為藝術像游擊式的 anti-normal 革命軍。<span>PiNkChAiN </span>作品多從現象的矛盾切入,如同他自己說,吐口痰在馬桶,就能在平常大便的地方開始陰陽合和</span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">、生命</span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">起源的聯想;新專輯</span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">《</span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">笨拙與激情</span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">》來自米蘭昆德拉《生命不能承受之輕》的段落靈感,「</span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">笨拙與激情</span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">」完全是今日藝術家在現實下的處境</span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">。</span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">《<span lang="EN-US"><a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8mPXx5-H_So" target="_blank"><span lang="EN-US"><span lang="EN-US">一直都在我房間</span></span></a></span>》,越想找,就越找不到,其實就是不用找了,答案就在自己的房間(自我意志的世界)。</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: medium; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;"><br /></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">有些是經典之作的影射,如</span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">《</span><span lang="EN-US"><a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=feB-IE6AEkE" target="_blank"><span face=""新細明體","serif"" lang="EN-US" style="mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;"><span lang="EN-US">生命中不能承受之輕</span></span>the unbearable lightness of being.</a></span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">》對於米蘭昆德拉說的不能承受之「輕</span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">」,</span><span lang="EN-US">PiNkChAiN </span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">有一種大麻式的感知『不能承受的生命之輕,讓人暈眩,讓人向那個暈眩臣服,暈眩就是對於墜落的渴望,有的時候輕得不得了在夢裡有夢到過,有的時候重的不得了在路上有不爽到過。</span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">』像是致敬又</span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">帶有某種直搗經典的惡搞,讓我和室友本周就是 </span><span lang="EN-US">PiNkChAiN </span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">週。</span><span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: medium; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><br /></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"></span></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgCD5MWdgtjl-CU9WYEI5vQ0g-vrMqviJqxh7W-Q0McNe4LDfyhwvpfkHGboo1s8CAziVocvGY5vAivn1HRG8L-SKejn6-l43bB8v5MsFOpjwFbJfP5KwG-EElCxNvx8vb12J1M2j36wvkc/s644/w644.jpg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><img border="0" data-original-height="429" data-original-width="644" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgCD5MWdgtjl-CU9WYEI5vQ0g-vrMqviJqxh7W-Q0McNe4LDfyhwvpfkHGboo1s8CAziVocvGY5vAivn1HRG8L-SKejn6-l43bB8v5MsFOpjwFbJfP5KwG-EElCxNvx8vb12J1M2j36wvkc/s320/w644.jpg" width="320" /></span></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;">圖片來源 <a href="http://yololab.net" target="_blank">yololab.net</a></span></div><span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"> </span><p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">另一位是</span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">「把 </span><span lang="EN-US">17 </span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">歲那年活了 </span><span lang="EN-US">10 </span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">次」的三小湯。</span></span></span></p>
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<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">他和 </span><span>PiNkChAiN </span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">有一個共通點,是能透徹覺察日常生活中的弔詭,在歌詞中發揮的淋漓盡致。而三小湯因為他陰鬱卻真誠的風格</span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">,讓這些覺察又更加動聽:</span><span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
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<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: medium; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">《<span lang="EN-US"><a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AM4JiY0FtBw&list=LL&index=18">11/4</a></span>》<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: medium; mso-bidi-font-family: 新細明體; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><i>故鄉中的異鄉人 <span lang="EN-US">/ </span>又過了幾盞路燈<span lang="EN-US"> / </span>看似無盡的旅程<span lang="EN-US"> / </span>陌生與熟悉<span lang="EN-US"> /
</span>我是城市中的旅人</i></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">("<span lang="EN-US">Stranger at Home" </span></span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">精神的流離失所造就心靈的孤兒,昆德拉把現代處境稱為「終極悖論」</span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">)</span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family: 新細明體; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: medium; mso-bidi-font-family: 新細明體; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"> </span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><i><span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">靈感</span><span> </span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">是喧囂的奴隸</span><span> <span lang="EN-US">/ </span></span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">被關在</span><span> </span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">孤獨裡</span><span lang="EN-US"> / </span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">我沿著</span><span> </span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">他留下的足跡</span><span lang="EN-US"> / </span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">不再</span><span>
</span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">感到被遺棄</span></span></i></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">(可能是 <span lang="EN-US">alludes
to</span>《過於喧囂的孤獨》)</span><span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: medium; mso-bidi-font-family: 新細明體; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"> </span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">和室友討論音樂表現形式,三小湯偏現代極簡,有大量重複但是有意義的重複,最能搭配他想表達的純粹黑暗。</span></span><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">經文式的</span></span><span>《<a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MMzuCSVrjJI" target="_blank">晃</a>》最有這樣的疊加感,可以一直聽一直聽一直聽,</span><span style="font-family: inherit; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">這兩週老公狂點播 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: inherit;">11/4</span><span style="font-family: inherit; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">,於是我也跟著抓 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: inherit;">bass line </span><span style="font-family: inherit; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">狂練。</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><br /></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">PiNkChAiN </span><span style="font-family: inherit; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">則是不用試,整個人和節拍看上去很後現代灑落拼貼,越想抓就越抓不到,只能當藝術品欣賞。</span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: medium; mso-bidi-font-family: 新細明體; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"> </span></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiThSHcOTMq_FywwDN6dnqDi7pvS2m_0_eU5uk3GTdNHf0nSLsNPE-VFZxxJWwjbglto7PZfO9jqFXobmYfGLUpdXOnqgI0WgX3CS8ko9jvAwjW50FapNekE8TtG7Bz56Yzz6GOK42Qw-k2/s1280/maxresdefault.jpg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><img border="0" data-original-height="720" data-original-width="1280" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiThSHcOTMq_FywwDN6dnqDi7pvS2m_0_eU5uk3GTdNHf0nSLsNPE-VFZxxJWwjbglto7PZfO9jqFXobmYfGLUpdXOnqgI0WgX3CS8ko9jvAwjW50FapNekE8TtG7Bz56Yzz6GOK42Qw-k2/s320/maxresdefault.jpg" width="320" /></span></a></div><span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><div style="text-align: center;">圖片來源 <a href="https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCHoHAP5ODb3LRU5yA458D2w?app=desktop" target="_blank">wannasleep 李奕賢 youtube</a></div></span><div><span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><br /></span><p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: medium; mso-bidi-font-family: 新細明體; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">另外<span lang="EN-US">…</span>也是因為這個節目才知道母校有一個政大黑音社,聚集一堆厲害的年輕音樂人,像是 <span lang="EN-US"><a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KtuEbViT1SM">wannasleep</a></span>:<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: medium; mso-bidi-font-family: 新細明體; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"> </span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: medium; mso-bidi-font-family: 新細明體; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><i>做 <span lang="EN-US">Beat </span>的時候調配好我比例 <span lang="EN-US">/ </span>柔和的底蘊加阿斯匹靈
<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></i></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: medium; mso-bidi-font-family: 新細明體; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><i>作者刻上的是 現代魯迅 <span lang="EN-US">/ </span>書名<span lang="EN-US"> wannasleep </span>的狂人日記
<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></i></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: medium; mso-bidi-font-family: 新細明體; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><i>創世紀 曠世巨作 <span lang="EN-US">/ </span>創世紀 曠世巨作 <span lang="EN-US">/ </span>創造時機
是曠世巨作 <span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></i></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-bidi-font-family: 新細明體; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><i>忘掉遲疑 我是一代巨擘</i></span><span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-family: inherit; mso-bidi-font-family: 新細明體; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><i><br /></i></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhWzAdVr1lwkQoFYLdJFbN97HX-Ma-ZeDlHqBNGV17_6Va0Ranlad2M-VnfdlLoe-bQOPM7QPY1Zc5wyhdsYIfg6zG-KffszFAfyZYX_WZGJ-BZqjNhwmfuAZknfSIQ1av1InxJO0HAm30A/s800/88-cover.jpg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><img border="0" data-original-height="424" data-original-width="800" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhWzAdVr1lwkQoFYLdJFbN97HX-Ma-ZeDlHqBNGV17_6Va0Ranlad2M-VnfdlLoe-bQOPM7QPY1Zc5wyhdsYIfg6zG-KffszFAfyZYX_WZGJ-BZqjNhwmfuAZknfSIQ1av1InxJO0HAm30A/s320/88-cover.jpg" width="320" /></span></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;">圖片來源 <a href="http://cool-style.com" target="_blank">cool-style.com</a></span></div><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: medium; mso-bidi-font-family: 新細明體; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><br /></span><p></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><span face=""新細明體","serif"" lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family: 新細明體; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">88男是另一位印象深刻的選手,他像是浴火鳳凰裡的神獸逼波,平常看起來無害可愛的要死,battle 起來武力會巨噴的那種。我特別喜歡他對朝九晚五上班族的反思(完全是我的心聲),台大</span>宅男變身大渣男(尿尿不洗手)的願望更是完全笑死。</span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: medium; mso-bidi-font-family: 新細明體; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"> </span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: medium; mso-bidi-font-family: 新細明體; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><i>每天公文公文公文公文公文公文 / 人生還有什麼功能功能功能功能功能</i></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: medium; mso-bidi-font-family: 新細明體; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><i>Shout out to BP機械式的動作 / 沒想過生活可以如此空洞</i></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: medium; mso-bidi-font-family: 新細明體; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><i>每天紅燈綠燈黃燈要有進度進度 / 沒時間趕辦公文所以都只能應付應付</i></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: medium; mso-bidi-font-family: 新細明體; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><br /></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="background-color: white; background: white; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;"><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">以前其實不太愛看選秀實境節目,因為多數像 </span><span lang="EN-US">Disneyland </span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">一樣</span><span lang="EN-US"> “The hyperreal (fake)
is ‘more real than real’” </span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">什麼實境沉浸式往往最虛假。這節目倒是很真實,聽了</span><span lang="EN-US"><a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Uv1WAcV5jMs"><span face=""新細明體","serif"" lang="EN-US" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">評論</span></a></span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">才知道是混音刻意讓 </span><span lang="EN-US">backing track </span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">退到最後,讓選手的音色與饒舌實力不經粉飾直接呈現,唱壞或失誤將十分明顯。</span><span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: medium; mso-bidi-font-family: 新細明體; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"> </span></p>
<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: medium; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-bidi-font-family: 新細明體; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-language: ZH-TW; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">三級警戒最享受的時光,就是和室友喝調酒聽饒舌練練琴,做點不負責任的評論。</span><div><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="font-size: medium; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-bidi-font-family: 新細明體; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-language: ZH-TW; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><br /></span></div></div>Emihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14855496413571373046noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1451295023701355797.post-44675801061387418252021-06-19T05:32:00.020-07:002021-07-17T04:24:46.455-07:00三級警戒滿月<p><span style="font-size: medium;"> </span></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgXc-1_n3RBKjaJWyb9p4oyWz3OuyMV1uxZcGDHMzlrJhVx79Cy5wYubTV1cn8kbBp2lBApuNnUZVUaWtsTZsyEDwhzB_AnXfBe-q-3ZdbYCT_NI-JWrA8NZ4CBorOnicZzTe59VurWgx_c/s3648/R0010663.JPG" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><img border="0" data-original-height="2736" data-original-width="3648" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgXc-1_n3RBKjaJWyb9p4oyWz3OuyMV1uxZcGDHMzlrJhVx79Cy5wYubTV1cn8kbBp2lBApuNnUZVUaWtsTZsyEDwhzB_AnXfBe-q-3ZdbYCT_NI-JWrA8NZ4CBorOnicZzTe59VurWgx_c/s320/R0010663.JPG" width="320" /></span></a></div><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span><p></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">疫情來了一陣子,意外發現過去常需要跑山林野放的自己,其實宅在房間一個月也沒什麼問題,還能杜絕一些無聊的社交。</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;"><br /></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">出不了門,</span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">這個月身邊的朋友開始各種宅潛能爆發,對空間場景</span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">、生活細節投入大量情感,對時間和距離也有種「天能</span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">」的想像:開始倒轉生活,活像 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif";">17 </span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">世紀</span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">裡畫中</span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">倒牛奶的女僕</span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; 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mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">煞有其事地去處理毫無意義的事。看似勤勞,實為心性上的怠惰。這是即將邁入 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">40 </span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">歲對自己最大的反省,一定要留意種種矛盾陷阱,才能看見事物本質</span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">、心中選擇</span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; 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<p class="MsoNormal"><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="font-size: medium; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;"><br /></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">(寫於</span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">三級警戒滿月</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif";">2021.6.19</span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">)</span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span><span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">推薦</span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" lang="EN-US" style="mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;"><a href="https://www.books.com.tw/products/0010777985"><span lang="EN-US"><span lang="EN-US">《<span lang="EN-US">時間之書<span lang="EN-US">》</span></span></span></span></a></span></span></span></span><span face=""新細明體","serif"" style="mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">,是近期看過最好看的理論書。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif";"><o:p></o:p></span></p>Emihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14855496413571373046noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1451295023701355797.post-87855141398739704072020-06-20T23:43:00.029-07:002021-07-17T04:25:19.960-07:00做工的人<br />
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<br />Emihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14855496413571373046noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1451295023701355797.post-30845903928456861982020-03-25T07:14:00.004-07:002021-07-17T04:25:50.949-07:00楊德昌的傷<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-family: "新細明體" , "serif"; font-size: large;">辦公室的窗台一直保有</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: large;">30</span><span style="font-family: "新細明體" , "serif"; font-size: large;">年前台北的模樣,台灣新浪潮電影獨有的光線。最近要移座位,讓我想起一件發生在國中,很</span><span style="font-family: "新細明體" , "serif"; font-size: large;">「楊德昌」的事件。</span></div>
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<br />Emihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14855496413571373046noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1451295023701355797.post-62679307591001304052020-02-16T08:20:00.003-08:002021-07-17T04:28:14.606-07:002020 青島《滿江紅》<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span>
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<span style="font-family: "新細明體" , "serif"; font-size: large;">古巴發生的事過了半年了。這幾個月接二連三面對朋友自殺、寵物突然相繼離去,幾乎是用一種「比較能融入了」的心情安靜面對死亡的 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "times new roman" , "serif"; font-size: large;">all of a sudden</span><span style="font-family: "新細明體" , "serif"; font-size: large;">,即使我一直疑惑著:為什麼都在這半年?不禁想起在古巴時做的夢。</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "times new roman" , "serif"; font-size: large;">“This
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">在千里達的民宿遇上法國共產黨青年,她說你若五年前來古巴,不是現在這個樣子。上網啦,用ipad/iphone,對世界連結的libido已開啟,雖說在我們這種高度資本化的動物眼中還是十分不便,但對當地來說已是一大躍進
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">離開古巴的那天,剛好是新總統上任,是一位相對擁抱全球體系的領導者。即使那幾日古巴電視台不斷播送卡斯楚的革命歷程影像,人民其實早已對全球化的未來有了想像。滋長的中產思想,要等到下一次如佔領華爾街事件帶來的中產信仰崩潰,卡斯楚般所向披靡的領袖再次降臨,都不知是什麼時候了,或是根本回不去了。</span></div>
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<span style="color: #1d2129; font-family: inherit; font-size: x-small;">這制度的流動在街上是很真實有感的,當地人對「美」的定義十分多元<span lang="zh-TW">。</span>不管是什麼膚色、高矮胖瘦的人,都頗有自信的展現自己<span lang="zh-TW">。</span>如果這些形上的</span><span style="color: #1d2129; font-family: inherit; font-size: x-small;">overflow</span><span style="color: #1d2129; font-family: inherit; font-size: x-small;">有個更具體的象徵物<span lang="zh-TW">,</span>大概就是自由古巴這飲料,蘭姆酒</span><span style="color: #1d2129; font-family: inherit; font-size: x-small;">+</span><span style="color: #1d2129; font-family: inherit; font-size: x-small;">可口可樂</span><span style="color: #1d2129; font-family: inherit; font-size: x-small;">+havana
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">第一次身體深深體會失去、搭救護車、在病床上打點滴,竟是在喧囂的異國。</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">旅程的第六天,也是過了生日後的那天,6週的小寶開始無痛出血。接下來旅行路線就此打亂,我們幾乎每天都要做一個新的決定。</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">第一趟在哈瓦那的醫院,我們等了五個小時才照到了超音波,小寶還在。配著台灣醫生給的安胎藥,醫生叮囑我必須好好休息,於是第七天開始的行程我便都在民宿的床上度過。噶
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出去打飯,也走走看看拍回來看還不忘搞笑逗我開心,他說熱門景點外反而有傳統與現代衝突之美。</span></div>
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April is the cruelest month.''
</span><span style="color: black;">生命如此輕柔,卻又如此殘酷,而這一路上,當然不乏司機在前座說笑的嘻鬧聲。</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">回到台灣後,家人溫暖的支持<span style="color: black;">、噶與婆婆悉心的照顧,</span>讓4月成為我求學以來,最完整的一次休息。不能工作<span style="color: black;">、</span>不能爬山<span style="color: black;">、不能撞球、不能練琴、不能用眼過度</span></span><span style="font-size: large;">、不能走太多路。</span><span style="color: black; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">只能在床上想著</span><span style="color: black; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">40</span><span style="color: black; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">歲時想要的生活,和當時見著古巴那種『不完全變態』的社會主義型態相會。</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">前陣子辦公室接獲一件客訴,雪寶氣球在半夜『自體</span><span style="font-size: large;">性</span><span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">毀滅</span><span style="font-size: large;">爆炸</span><span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">』,裂點在頸部,當場把客人從夢中嚇醒。同事描述此事時,我像被戳中笑穴不由自主狂笑。(痾我真的很抱歉。)</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">因為種種巧合讓荒誕情節變成現實
(蛤雪寶半夜爆炸???),如果氣球製造商裡真有個像cult
film恨死大集團的員工,這應該算是最溫和的恫嚇了。所有人的第一個反應都是,『發生什麼事了?』那聲巨響像一桶貓屎潑在樂園大門上,讓人看一下真實世界的門面,不會真的死人的那種,就嚇嚇你。</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">記得第一次聽到這展覽會在北方廣場發生,那時候本部門剛辦過一場泣鬼神的耶誕市集
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lost『繁華巄洗夢』的最佳典範。付錢的人在娛樂帝國中找一種童年鄉愁,讓那些創意(作)變成規模經濟得到獲利,然後每一種趣味看上去都有點...巨嬰巨嬰的,就可愛但都很假,90%帶著失控的正面積極。</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">什麼都能賣,迪士尼能賣,藝術當然也能賣。</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">Banksy
策了一個扭曲迪士尼的樂園Dismaland
,大體上就是暗黑迪士尼的概念。員工完全顛覆你對服務業抱有的期待,例如安檢人員會盯著你的眼鏡說:帶這麼醜的眼鏡還敢進來?
現場所有器材都是用紙做的,你如果偷笑就會被紙槍掃射外加句話:『給我滾。』但遊客還是會被各種不屑取悅。就如同現在的客訴一樣,大家都嚷嚷現場排要排超久,這種沉浸式的黑色體驗,竟也快成了一種末日鄉愁,影片看上去每一份幽默都有點...楚門的世界,就很真實但又很故意,90%帶著失控的負面積極。</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">可能人世間要賣錢的,都會長這樣,俗稱賣相。每一種現象永遠有second
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">近日的工作狀態,我幾乎每天都要想一次,自己在這情境下算是『跟上』潮流,還是其實是被淹沒了。而不斷察覺這件事,算是挺痛苦的。</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">那天下班聽了李有成老師談石黑一雄的節目,想起好久以前讀了對自己有特殊意義的Never
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;"><span style="color: black;">就像那聲爆炸可以有許多聯想,多半是悲喜共存。大爆炸後的生命之喜與生存異境</span><span style="color: black;">、</span><span style="color: black;">紅色炸彈後的圓滿之缺</span><span style="color: black;">、久別後的相逢,『它們同樣的困惑著我的心,也豐富著我的生命。』這麼一來,雪寶這槍響聽起來好多了,至少人被嚇到時,還是會真誠由衷地瞳孔收縮『幹,發生什麼事了。』</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;"><span style="color: black;"><span lang="en-US">"It
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TSUM</span></span><span style="color: black;">遊戲,只為進入下一檔活動的地步。</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">12年前的第一份工作,就認定辦公室日常是一種謊言組成的囚室。後來才明白,知識和創作和工作都一樣,歸根究柢一切都是敘事。而敘事,是宇宙等級的事。</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">有很多時候,這些敘事的基調繞著一個核心走,或是緊追著一個空缺逃,這些來回絕大多數和那位『老闆』相關。並不是所有老闆都是平平的,很多是有血有淚,性情至極的。</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">會突然回想起他們,因為連假要結束了。連假前遇到陶作坊的Boss,聊了好一陣子,關於工作和人生。他說這幾年有些地方確實失焦了,但會再慢慢找回來。坐捷運回家的時候我在想,像Boss那樣30多年縱身只做茶文化一件事,太不容易了,對我來說幾乎是不可能的。</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">我總是很難安份地選一種產業長久耕耘超過4年,因為我總覺得自己唯一的長處,就是該讓我盡可能橫著跑遍所有未境之地,觸及最多可敬的人格。那些走過的路,最終會在一個最適合的場域全部相遇。</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">現在工作的樣子,包含自己PK/認同過的老闆/自己,曾經挺過或逃走的難關。我覺得那對一個工作者來說,都是很重要的敘事片段。以下是我常常想起的Top10 </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;"><b>1. Emi,這是常識。</b></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">這種話當下聽起來五雷轟頂,但過一陣時日,真的會覺得自己很沒sense。謝謝那位願意一句點醒我的她,也是一位很重要的文字啟蒙者。</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;"><b>2. 從現在開始,你每問一個問題,我就罵你一次。</b></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">大概是這個階段,學會了和大局無關的問題,自己解決。他是一位career的啟蒙者。</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;"><b>3. Emi,你們編輯部寫這種圖說,人家會以為你們部門人都死光了嗎?</b></span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">雖然聽到的當下很幹,但完全同意。所以累的時候,寧願讓它空白,一切會好些。同老闆2。</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b>4. 當你放棄文字,文字也會放棄你。</b> </span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">發生在自己寫的東西,開始出現念經傾向。所以每每無感的時候,都會想起這句警語。同老闆2。</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b>5. Emi,你說話的時候不要一直『那那那』的,你一『那』,就會講流水帳,不會講結論。把這個字戒掉。</b></span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">同老闆2。我至今仍覺得這是一個很厲害的觀察,這戒掉的是一種流水帳式的思維。那時候他要另一位同事講話不准摀嘴巴。 </span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b>6. 寫作的人日日面對白紙召喚他的內在,經常是血淋淋的。 </b></span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">同老闆1,我經常很想念她。她懂得我一些性格內建的慘,總是會適時救我一把。其他時候,她是很嚴厲的。</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">這是夾在她送給我的《玩具屋九講》的一段話。2012那時我正在經歷一種慘,但忘記是什麼內容了。 </span><br />
<b><span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;"><br /> 7. 我們說的每一句話,做的每一件事,都在告訴別人我是怎樣的一個人。我一直相信世界的公平。</span></b><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">同老闆1。那時候我因為一些委屈十分憤恨不平。 </span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b>8. 你就是需要精神食糧阿,你怎麼可能去賺錢。</b></span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">我一直很喜歡她,所有人心裡有什麼苦,都會第一個找她說。 某種程度上,她是對的。只是我不太可能要我的父母陪我一起吃精神食糧。 </span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b>9. 你旁邊這位剪輯師,我怎麼沒見過。</b></span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">這是一個歲末的尾牙,坐在我身邊是長期配合的剪輯師。沒有見過的原因,就是臉盲症。但前陣子聽說佩芬是誰的故事後,我覺得還好了。老闆8的老闆。 </span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b>10. 30歲,就是要收拾你20歲跌跌撞撞的精采殘局。</b></span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">這是點點老師,每當我有再度製造殘局的念頭,會再想想那天長談的時刻。</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">這些日子因為有些人生重要決定,經常和老爸促膝長談。忘記是怎麼聊,聊到了人一生一定要有個啟蒙老師這件事。『你覺得你的啟蒙老師是誰?』我自己心裡想的是老闆2,但當下我什麼都沒說,因為那時我沒爹沒娘的在工作。『在我看來是老闆2。妳不要說我都不了解妳。』 </span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">馬的,老爸和老闆這兩個人,有時候真的是同一位。</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">也正因如此,我才必須和老闆說再見。</span></div>
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Emihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14855496413571373046noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1451295023701355797.post-84895539935831657022016-12-26T02:53:00.002-08:002021-07-17T04:29:31.531-07:00登山癖<div lang="zh-TW" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
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<span lang="zh-TW" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;"><br /></span><span lang="zh-TW" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">前幾天又夢到了伴我苦澀青春期的狗兒皮皮欣欣。他們離開</span><span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">7</span><span lang="zh-TW" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">年多了,是我讓自己在工作中狂飆的</span><span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">7</span><span lang="zh-TW" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">年。每當有了</span><span style="color: #222222; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">「</span><span style="color: #222222; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">狀態</span><span style="color: #222222; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">」</span><span lang="zh-TW" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">,他們會用各種方式接近我,至少我是這麼想的。那些夢醒時刻,總有一種</span><span style="color: #222222; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">「</span><span lang="zh-TW" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">還在人生裡</span><span style="color: #222222; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">」的</span><span lang="zh-TW" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">疲倦驚喜,謝謝他們在我光怪險惡的潛意識中始終溫柔、好好的。</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">一直很想說說今年與山相處的經驗,但總覺得無法在過份快樂的時候提它。山從小給我的記憶是埋葬人的地方;後來是國二姊姊長期翹家,開始常和爸爸去爬山,那時隱約覺得家裡有個空白我得去填;再來是帶著狗兒們散步,多年後他們葬在這些年一起走過的山裡。</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">2016.12.25 他們長眠的地方,今年拍照時露出和過去不一樣的光。</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;"><span lang="zh-TW">就連這陣子聽到的,和山一切相關的靈異事件,比方說山屋作為安置山難者的第一現場,必然收留了精神失控的魂魄。</span><span style="color: #222222;"><span lang="zh-TW">我們曾經路過的三峽白雞山,是</span></span><span style="color: #1d2129;">1984</span><span style="color: #1d2129;"><span lang="zh-TW">海山煤礦礦災地,</span></span><span style="color: #1d2129;">70</span><span style="color: #1d2129;"><span lang="zh-TW">人罹難,唯一生還者靠吃人肉活了下來。</span></span><span lang="zh-TW">聖母峰以罹難者作為</span><span style="color: #222222;"><span lang="zh-TW">里程碑</span></span><span lang="zh-TW">,踩在前人的肩膀上</span><span style="color: #222222;"><span lang="zh-TW">,人此刻要的就是維持現場意識。</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;"><span style="color: #222222;"><span lang="zh-TW">這種走在生死換日線的孤絕活動,對我來說是一種很性感的品味。它是</span>一種想像式的死亡,不用真的死。</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #222222; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;"><span lang="zh-TW">感謝噶和他的好友們,</span>2016<span lang="zh-TW">的下半年打開了我的登山癖</span><span lang="zh-TW">。</span>我熱衷自己在山裡像個魏晉南北朝人,穿戴不是很專業的裝備,徒手爬岩弄得一身髒,深深闖入每座山不同的表情。這和當初愛上Bass這樂器的過程有點像,並不是想成為一個性感的人,而是想參與<span lang="zh-TW">在</span>低音的性感<span lang="zh-TW">中。所及範圍</span>在大腦,<span lang="zh-TW">視</span>聽覺,身體,<span lang="zh-TW">同時撫摸蔓延。</span>山中的參與<span lang="zh-TW">也</span>有此等杜比效果<span lang="zh-TW">。</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;"><span lang="zh-TW">登山和睡眠的經驗有些類似,是意識和潛意識纏鬥的室內 </span>/ <span lang="zh-TW">室外競技場。和噶看了<a href="https://www.facebook.com/emilylee0408/posts/10153982201421608">「生活/場景」張善學個展</a>,也發現了類似的驚喜。它讓人樂此不疲,像是生活中沒有好好心折的一場痛,過分的歡愉,或是毫無波瀾的平淡日子,只要走進山中</span><span lang="zh-TW">、或是進入睡眠,一切都像長江出三峽般的攤開來,用一種沉澱的慢動作待我像個野人前往朝聖,有時又像是一場決鬥</span><span lang="zh-TW">。</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">眼前變奏的畫面,有些樣子都不太真實。包括在山裡和噶不斷遇到熱情的動物,那讓人一時有種和夢中老狗伴相連的錯覺。又像是新竹的無名指山,走著走著突然有一整片竹林,像是臥虎藏龍鬥劍場景。充滿仙氣的盡頭,有個告示牌暗示我們四點前一定要回頭下山,否則山難機率高。新店筆架山的蚊子與大雷雨,我們在山裡似乎一直看到 / 爬到重複場景,累到發呆身體發冷,走到聯外道路才確認我們從外太空回到真實人生了。</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;"><span style="color: #222222;"><span lang="zh-TW">這些半夢半醒的山行獨白,大概和</span></span><span style="color: #222222;">18</span><span style="color: #222222;"><span lang="zh-TW">世紀英國浪漫時期的柯律芝 </span></span><span style="color: #222222;">(Samuel Taylor Coleridge) </span><span style="color: #222222;"><span lang="zh-TW">吸食大麻的視野有點像,同樣的鬼魅,可能再悠然一些。當然也有登山狂熱徒沃茲華茲 </span></span><span style="color: #222222;">(William Wordsworth) </span><span style="color: #222222;"><span lang="zh-TW">光明且泛神論地詠嘆大自然,小孩永遠是登山者的原型。</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;"><span style="color: #222222;">壓抑的新古典後,文人們特愛談人與自然的關係,為的是成就一種同理心與想像力結合的美學。想自己是草</span><span style="color: #222222;">、是太陽、是雨、是君王、是底層、是鬼</span><span style="color: #222222;">......</span><span style="color: #222222;">、時時</span><span style="color: #222222;">是自己,也時時不是自己,這也是濟慈 </span><span style="color: #222222;">(John Keats) 不斷提及</span><span style="color: #222222;">的負能力 </span><span style="color: #222222;">(negative capability) </span><span style="color: #222222;">同一時期的拜倫,</span><span style="color: #222222;">這樣俊美又時而淫穢卻又熱衷政治革命的民族英雄,簡直是負能力全展現。</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #222222; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">這種狠狠讓自己在身份間穿梭的癮,也是一種山性。</span></div>
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<span style="color: #222222; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">最近不時有臉友去爬奇萊山,聽過各種離奇故事,其中山難老外魂魄現身引路最毛。過去認識「奇萊山」三字,是因為高海拔的奇萊山高冷茶,標榜「太陽照不到的地方」產地海拔高,茶葉葉肉肥厚,可泡八泡以上。</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;"><span style="color: #222222;"><span lang="zh-TW">如今聽到</span></span><span style="color: #222222;"><span lang="zh-TW">「太陽照不到的地方」再也不是分泌唾液直覺。</span></span></span><span style="color: #222222; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">平日雖稱得上是個堅毅女性,但做為下一個登山目標,癖好初開的周圍散發著毛茸茸的恐懼光暈。</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: #1d2129;">2016.08.13 </span><span style="color: #1d2129;">大屯山主峰—南峰—西峰,</span><span style="color: #1d2129;">5.8</span><span style="color: #1d2129;">公里,</span><span style="color: #1d2129;">4.5</span><span style="color: #1d2129;">小時肉腳喘吁吁,拍照的噶在那邊唱中華民國頌搞笑。</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">第一次認真登山穿小洋裝被取笑。</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: #1d2129;">2016.08.21 </span><span style="color: #1d2129;">竹東五指山,除了沒有小拇指,其它指都爬到了,全長</span><span style="color: #1d2129;">6</span><span style="color: #1d2129;">公里。</span></span><span style="color: #1d2129; font-family: inherit;">無名指山是仙境,每</span><span style="color: #1d2129; font-family: inherit;">10</span><span style="color: #1d2129; font-family: inherit;">分鐘就會換一種表情,噶說走完好像經歷很多事。</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: #1d2129;">2016.08.21 </span><span style="color: #1d2129;">臥虎藏龍般的竹林。</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: #1d2129;">2016.08.28 </span><span style="color: #1d2129;">象山,拇指山,九五峰,虎山,</span><span style="color: #1d2129;">2.5hrs</span><span style="color: #1d2129;">秋天來了,血糖降低,不可輕視任何一座山。</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: #1d2129;">2016.09.10 </span><span style="color: #1d2129;">新店西帽子岩</span><span style="color: #1d2129;">-</span><span style="color: #1d2129;">炙子頭山</span><span style="color: #1d2129;">-</span><span style="color: #1d2129;">筆架山。未上二格山,遇到大雷雨,只好走北宜公路出來 共</span><span style="color: #1d2129;"> 6 小時。</span></span><span style="color: #1d2129; font-family: inherit;">全程大概是,大屯山西峰</span><span style="color: #1d2129; font-family: inherit;">+</span><span style="color: #1d2129; font-family: inherit;">新鮮濃郁的大黑蚊行程。壁岩路線非常機車的那種,且不斷出現同樣畫面讓人誤以為是否大白天鬼打牆了。在北宜平地走路時,哥哥說那時腦中一直響起百年孤寂 </span><span style="color: #1d2129; font-family: inherit;">( </span><span style="color: #1d2129; font-family: inherit;">絕望程度 </span><span style="color: #1d2129; font-family: inherit;">) </span><span style="color: #1d2129; font-family: inherit;">是一條相對比較不可愛</span><span style="color: #1d2129; font-family: inherit;">,不時看到臭臉,或是像猴子一樣狂抓癢摳屁股,考驗情侶的行程。</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: #1d2129;">2016.10.1 <span lang="zh-TW">大粗坑古道</span>-<span lang="zh-TW">小粗坑古道</span>-<span lang="zh-TW">金瓜石露頭,</span>7km<span lang="zh-TW">,</span>3hrs 無遮陽,但CP質高 ( 爬一下子就有美景 )</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #1d2129; font-family: inherit;">2016.10.25 <span lang="zh-TW">三峽白雞山 </span>3.5 km 2hrs <span lang="zh-TW">像新店筆架山一樣,山中一個人都沒有,蚊子很厚,靈異感有點重。</span></span><span lang="zh-TW" style="color: #1d2129; font-family: inherit;">偶爾有幾處像無名指山的日式竹林小景讓人喘口氣。接著發現腳下都是,沒有要讓你好好走的濕滑凹凸路線,搭上光復節的工作</span><span style="color: #1d2129; font-family: inherit;">line</span><span lang="zh-TW" style="color: #1d2129; font-family: inherit;">訊息噶和我一點都不寂寞。</span></div>
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<span style="color: #1d2129; font-family: inherit;"><span lang="zh-TW">下山後在關公行修宮遇到湯姆克魯斯狗向我搭訕,以及向我賣萌的</span>Benz<span lang="zh-TW">貓,三隻乍看凶狠的路障狗與我四眼相交後眼神溫柔了起來,對與動物靈性一事更加感到天生我材比有用了。</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #1d2129; font-family: inherit;">2016.11.04 <span lang="zh-TW">南港山縱走親山步道</span>_<span lang="zh-TW">九五峰 </span>5km 2.5hrs。</span><span style="color: #1d2129; font-family: inherit;">臺北的親山步道十分高級</span><span lang="zh-TW" style="color: #1d2129; font-family: inherit;">,</span><span style="color: #1d2129; font-family: inherit;">有五分之一的路程在施工做護欄</span><span lang="zh-TW" style="color: #1d2129; font-family: inherit;">。</span><span style="color: #1d2129; font-family: inherit;">旁邊不是懸崖,高度大概是,床墊上滾下去的危險性</span><span lang="zh-TW" style="color: #1d2129; font-family: inherit;">。</span><span style="color: #1d2129; font-family: inherit;">途中有很多給長輩使用的可愛小道具</span><span lang="zh-TW" style="color: #1d2129; font-family: inherit;">,</span><span style="color: #1d2129; font-family: inherit;">無奈我只想到下女的誘惑</span><span lang="zh-TW" style="color: #1d2129; font-family: inherit;">。</span></div>
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<span style="color: #1d2129; font-family: inherit;">2016.12.04 <span lang="zh-TW">中和烘地爐</span>-<span lang="zh-TW">五尖山</span>-<span lang="zh-TW">圓通禪寺(一條由廟組成的路線)</span>是個大O型路線,GPS不好的人可能會因為指示不清(還有幾個路標似乎被轉到反方向)實際路線會變成大★型,也是別有一番風情。</span><br />
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<span style="color: #1d2129; font-family: inherit;">2016.12.12 鹿角坑生態保護區 溯溪 5km 3hrs 生火切菜吃飯下午茶下午酒芒果乾 3hrs。熱帶雨林的uncanny感,人煙罕至,幸好有石頭陣引路(然而讀錯訊息也會讓自己開往更奇異的境地)</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">第一次這樣吃飯。上一次類似的經驗是吃馬拉威SHIMA,用手。</span><br />
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<span style="color: #222222; font-size: large;">登奇萊山前,要去不二堂點一下</span><span style="color: #222222; font-size: large;">奇萊山高冷茶,壯膽。</span><br />
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Emihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14855496413571373046noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1451295023701355797.post-33127769736075840822016-10-22T09:55:00.004-07:002021-07-17T04:29:49.446-07:00鬼哥哥<br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span>Emihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14855496413571373046noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1451295023701355797.post-76643731418350076852016-10-22T09:17:00.001-07:002021-07-17T04:30:02.793-07:00流行<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: "arial" , "tahoma" , "helvetica" , "freesans" , sans-serif; font-size: xx-small;"><br /></span></span>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">開始了,是一場瘟疫</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">開始了,是一場遊戲</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">開始了,是一場隱喻</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">開始了,不可遏抑</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">你搖著的大旗,寫著什麼黯黑秘密</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">你吹起的魔笛,召喚什麼神鬼愛慾</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">你擠出的淚滴,不過就是演戲而已</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">你販賣的魅力,狠狠回頭瞪你自己</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">權力就是話語糖衣,輕輕解構無所遁形</span><br />
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Emihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14855496413571373046noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1451295023701355797.post-35889168583908821152016-10-22T09:12:00.005-07:002021-07-17T04:30:21.444-07:00島<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">(Verse)</span><br /><span style="font-size: large;">你是一隻鳥,停成一座島</span><br /><span style="font-size: large;">停不住寂寥,幸福是誤導</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size: large;">你是一隻鳥,等成一座島 </span><br /><span style="font-size: large;">等過了年少,愛恨已潦草 </span><br /><br /><span style="font-size: x-small;">(Chorus)</span><br /><span style="font-size: large;">飛過千萬風雲,發覺那是依靠</span><br /><span style="font-size: large;">棲息同一領空,才被舊傷撂倒</span><br /><span style="font-size: large;">從此不再悲傷,不再尋找</span><br /><span style="font-size: x-small;"><br />(Bridge)</span><br /><span style="font-size: large;">你把世故的老,偽裝成隱行的輕躍</span><br /><span style="font-size: large;">你投入風的懷抱,非常沉默非常驕傲</span></span><br />
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Emihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14855496413571373046noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1451295023701355797.post-29274134344250899282016-09-18T09:22:00.001-07:002021-07-17T04:30:45.502-07:00Legal but Unethical<div style="layout-grid-mode: char; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin: 0cm;">
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</span>分手袋</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><b>類似這樣的東西。</b><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: large;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;"><span lang="EN-US">2011</span>年底,從前前男友家搬離。那時正當師大夜市攤販因居民抗議,警方掃蕩搞沸沸揚揚的多事之秋。再過一個月,手上有一個協會大活動要開跑,所有的身心靈都給了<span lang="EN-US">1000</span>位年輕人,然後前前男友便跑了。<span lang="EN-US">(</span>我想多數人都會的<span lang="EN-US">)</span><span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">在他那累積的東西也不少了,是要怎麼搬。傷心破碎之餘還是得想一下形式的問題。要拿個什麼大小適中,體面程度介於垃圾袋和行李箱之間的東西,於是選了上圖的分手袋。回想起來有點像辦喪禮,挑選分手袋過程,和摺蓮花其實同等療癒。東西打包完坐計程車回家,司機以為我是師大賣衣攤販姐:「猴,最近抓很兇齁」
「<span lang="EN-US">...</span>喔對阿抓很兇」心中一陣荒謬趣味,但其實很怕司機要和我大聊師大議題,畢竟那狀態無法運作任何幽默感,隨時都可以大哭。在那之後,我就成了一個工作狂。原本那些我直覺自己做不來的,全都能做了。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">這個分手袋往往讓我想起現在自己的樣子,特別是在協會猛衝的<span lang="EN-US">4</span>年。像是國中轉學後被班上小搓女性排擠,心理油然產生:「老娘不理你,總可以吧<span lang="EN-US">?</span>」然後開始瘋狂念書。寫到這裡,我開始懂得報復心態下的轉移式努力,總能在短期內得到不錯的效果,但終究得不到完整的自己,反倒是犧牲了。只能說幸好,這種情節一點都不勵志。</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;"><b><span lang="EN-US">2.
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">前陣子和協會的舊夥伴碰在一起吃飯,大家都在飯桌上,有股「過熟青春」的味道。學了多少事是其次,但像小郭說的「協會是黑洞」心智在扭曲的時空中得到七竅玲瓏試煉。多數離開協會到新崗位的,通常都會懷疑「這樣也過太爽了?」後來才發現,是過去活在一種異質空間。</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">現在,漸漸不想把全力放在這種悲憤式的價值,加上牡羊座一直有些精神潔癖,發現自己越來越難搞了。理念主軸問不出個所以然,就不可能全心投入。因為一旦投入,就陷入一連串<span lang="EN-US">unethical</span>的陷阱,讓人帶著期待,最後失望離開。像是必須一直說著「科技融合藝術」或是「當下檔案
未來系譜」的空話,對這種「微消耗」容忍程度之高,我自己其實覺得有些不好意思了。他們裡頭個別的作品都沒什麼問題,更不乏精彩,只是被綑綁在一起且花了不少錢後,可能還是沒有為任何一方加到分。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">走出逛了<span lang="EN-US">5</span>個小時的台北雙年展,我和哥看到了這隻鳥禽界的<span lang="EN-US">model</span>。牠就這麼偶然地站在黃布條內,還不斷微微換角度給大家看。結果展了半天的「當下檔案」,最完整的只有陳界仁,最好玩的卻在場外。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">我覺得生活中最磨人的,不是那種失戀分手、終於換了跑道、家人離世的巨變。是沒辦法,就是得和那些<span lang="EN-US">legal
but unethical</span>的事共處。因為人性總是習慣不自覺在合法的範圍裡,適度折磨他人。加上政治權力,更覺得<span lang="EN-US">legal
but unethical</span>運作精妙根本媲美太極。最後,好好經營自己,好好關注愛你的人,或許才是真實。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;"><b><span lang="EN-US">3.
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><b>什麼是潮<span lang="EN-US">?
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">中產品味,其實很好模仿。西化之後,加上一點各位口中的<span lang="EN-US"> ”</span><span lang="EN-US">sense”</span>,就成了文創 <span lang="EN-US">( </span>文化創傷
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">中產品味最大的問題,就在他們覺得自己很有品味。在這種「覺得」的過程中,實踐了一種拉不出的自<span lang="EN-US">high</span>,單一武斷,且無藥可救 <span lang="EN-US">(
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">真的不要太輕易流露自己<span lang="EN-US">sense</span>很好 <span lang="EN-US">(
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;"><b><span lang="EN-US">4. Ethics </span>不太是「道德」</b><span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">常看到這個字不經前後文思考被翻成「道德」,看到就煩。弄得很「衛道」人士的錯覺。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">它的意思是,一個人、一件事、一個作品、一種理念<span lang="EN-US">…</span>和他所有的關係人事物相處的方式。每一種狀態都不同。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">所以很多時候我覺得<span lang="EN-US">ethics</span>根本不要翻出來,把它當作發語詞處理就好了,說清楚那個狀況可能比較重要。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">最近看了一些展覽,論述都有相同的問題。如果真的要把可刪的刪除,可能都只剩下一句話,或者是,其實沒有。讀起來有點「嗯嗯啊阿呵呵哈哈」,整篇都是發語詞的詩性。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">如果這是目前當代藝術的主流,只能說或許結巴真的很時髦。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">哥說,看都看煩了,所以想跳離一陣子,透透氣。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><b>高嶺格<span lang="EN-US">_</span>木村先生<span lang="EN-US">Kimura–san_</span>單頻道錄像<span lang="EN-US">Single
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">因為哥認識的一位日本藝術家<span lang="EN-US">—</span>高嶺格。那天在耿畫廊看了「木村先生」,一如往常和哥開始討論我們怎麼看待這一切。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">被紀錄的,是一位森永牛奶砷中毒事件受害者。原活躍於表演圈,但中年病發導致畸形癱瘓。這<span lang="EN-US">9</span>分多鐘的錄像,配著高嶺格不太標準的英文旁白,一開始是各種顯示 disable 的畫面,說他的無行為能力是如何被人擺布,卻似乎又貪婪地享受被照顧的狀態。中途突然有了攝者的行為介入,開始愛撫木村先生,到他高潮為止。這些過程都被拍下來,且變成一部當代藝術作品被傳播、討論。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">我想這樣的介入,的確能造成一些對「無行為能力者」狀態的思考與想像。但木村是否真的想以這樣的形式被看、被討論,旁白用一種有些自圓其說的方式「測試藝術的可能性」帶過。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">那藝術是什麼呢<span lang="EN-US">? </span>是否只要把距離拉遠,有<span lang="EN-US">aesthetic distance</span>就可以說一切都是藝術害的。就像用小說來盡情酸自己想酸的,小說不就是虛構的,罵你剛好而已,還完全合法。連張愛玲都這樣做,做得還蠻起勁,而且還真是很好看。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">會愛這種無味死甜的人,可能都帶點熱愛世界,同時也厭世的性格。有很多時候,真的不知道要怎麼和現況相處。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><br />台灣在自己擁有足夠條件「避免成為強國棋子」之前,談再多的統、獨、一中各表,都是虛耗情緒,氣壞身子什麼都沒做。要統,美國不會同意;要獨中國一定打過來,美國不會為了要維護台灣的獨立與中國交戰 (若是為了南海勢力或許還有一點點可能吧)。除非我們真的在經濟衰退的劣勢下,為了捍衛國格主體準備好要打仗了。<br /><br />今年3月,聽到內地「基礎不牢,地動山搖」的放話,我第一個反應也是十分不悅。中國再三承諾和平崛起,遇到台灣又開始高調行恫嚇之實,但那時候國內外沒有一個台灣政黨、團體能做第一時間回應。</span><span style="font-size: large;"><br /><br />台灣是中國與美國在亞洲一起追的女孩,外在條件好,壞就壞在有藍綠這對攣生兄弟。意識形態互攻的兩黨政治,讓台灣成為戰略地位極佳,但內在卻趨於平庸的國家。不管是馬英九在馬習會上得到「兩岸形式接氣第一握,顯得有些沾沾自喜」的表現,和蔡英文「挾帶多數民意,彷彿就是所有民意」的回應,都讓我更加確信這一點。台灣若想走出統獨的宿命,那真的不能跟著兩黨在這二元的命題中不斷重返憤怒。<br /><br />目前,我無法相信有哪一個政黨可以純粹為了島上人們的未來著想。在這方面我有點悲觀。從候選人的論述看來,唯一一項可以十分肯定的 : 我不太確定自己正在投票給一個什麼樣的人、政黨。因為實際作為上沒有讓多數人的生活得到改善,精神上也沒有感召多數人投入一項很真實、非形式化的行動。兩岸真正有感的交流,可能還是民間/個人做的比較多。</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">當政治已經不是實現理想的場域,就成了演戲的檯子。中國希望在20~30年內實現美中勢力平衡,首先要把美國人趕出12海浬,再來就是200海浬的專屬經濟區。目前看起來最需要拉攏的,就是台灣。馬與國民黨當然樂於配合演出,握手長達81秒,原本就是要被操作成象徵意義大於實質意義的drama。像林中斌老師說的,象徵兩岸的資源要開始進入不停統合。有可能你我未來的老闆都是內地人,官員也出現了內地人,這是時間表的問題,看起來沒有一國可以阻擋。<br /><br />馬習會並非為了加快統一時間表,像許多評論家提出的,是為了南海。在時間表上,中國有的是時間。在這同時,台灣為了經濟發展與中國的相互依存會越來越強。拖得越長,台灣政府要逆轉政策,舉國的痛苦就越深,包括那些虛耗的情緒。<br /><br />當發現每件事都攸關政治、權力無所不在,台灣的尊嚴、個人的主體性還是要靠多數人集體捍衛自己的專業和產業,經濟上和世界的人合作,政治上和中美曖昧。必須想想哪些情況下,可以不用談到台灣就一定要扯中國? 那些路在不需要刻意繞過中國的狀況下,就直通世界了? </span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">記得在一次訪問詹宏志的場合中,面對中國強勢的電商發展,他對PChome和台灣未來電子商務很有信心。我那時的第一個反應是,這是哪來的自信?「每個國家都積極的想要搶攻對岸商機,但試想擁有那樣規模的經濟體與運作模式的國家,放眼全世界頂多兩隻手就數的完。台灣長期以來都被中國over-shadowed了,其實台灣的模式反而在世界上是比較實際、有拓展性的,不需要妄自菲薄。而我現在想做的就是把這個架構及這個生態圈慢慢整合起來。」他很有自信地說,「全世界會慢慢清楚,要學的不是中國,反而是台灣。」<br /><br />我總覺得目前台灣人集體善於捍衛的,不是這個島的生存之道,是相對較不複雜的正義流程,而且還意外地凶狠。( 除非你能像蔻蔻一樣捍衛自己的專業,在那樣的場合可以堅持提出眾人心中的疑問,最終不會是在一旁訕笑的那位。) 那是一種善意的種子,不小心在情緒的肥料被催生長大了。有時沒有達到良善目的,反而因為二分邏輯成了霸凌,還自認是覺醒的一方。</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">我深深覺得這非常要不得,對自我的探索、社會整體實力提升毫無幫助,反而是負擔。不管是年輕人,老人都一樣,這個島上情緒已經很多,不差你(我)一個。已擁有地位的意見領袖更要三思而後言。已經擁有流量的平台就放過讀者吧。</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span>Emihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14855496413571373046noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1451295023701355797.post-74847988654686753232015-09-22T07:45:00.003-07:002021-07-17T04:31:51.988-07:00象徵和物化的差別<span style="font-size: large;"><br />舉國對於悠遊卡事件的雞飛狗跳,好像是一年一度國家需要的壓抑釋放。(似曾相似的上一回,是多元成家的爭論。) 老實說,眾人情慾在私領域壓了一年,整把在光天化日下倒出來以後癱瘓了台北城,也不覺得有多麼誇張。我個人覺得把『癱瘓』換成『酥麻』會比較精準。這樣的時刻,是觀察人性、自己所在環境的最佳時刻。<br /><br />我對『區區一個AV女優,就可以把誰如何』的言論非常不以為然。彷彿在網路世界拋出一個現象paraphrase,剛好又政治完全站對邊的平坦論述,就可以完全KO一個人的職業選擇與生存勇氣;又好像是一個人的存在,可以隨便被拿來做不平等的比擬,就因為她是AV女優。<br /><br />問題當然不在『波多野是AV』。出在看的人怎麼看她,創造的人希望她怎麼被看,她自己認為自己是什麼。這三件事情在事後的答案都不太一樣。一夕之間,所有象徵的可能性,都讓政治完全正確的輿論導向物化。<br /><br />在曾經對戴季全的採訪,我認同他對悠遊卡這個企業的期待。大體上來說,就是一個市民對自己能有多自由的想像。我覺得那是很貼近easycard/悠遊本質,且順理成章的品牌定位。這其中當然包括想像的自由,那本來就是天賦人權。這種freedom的開啟如何被具體象徵,可能是easycard,也可能是 sensor。<br /><br />『象徵』和『物化』只有一線之隔,所有意念的傳達都受到這樣走鋼索的挑戰。<br /><br />自己過去的工作,大約也都在這件事的成功與失敗中擺盪。那一線之隔的本質沒多麼神乎奇技,就看說/做的人多麼真心在表明/執行一種立場,要和他的對象產生多少關係。一線之隔的細膩,我想應該是讀者,編者,主角的思想,在不斷的溝通後,真真切切都在同一頁上。我認為關鍵在編者,還要搭上懂閱讀的讀者,其實不是那樣容易。像是要創造一種觀者的critical distance,讓眾人對波多野第一反應是一個立體,有血有肉,有故事的女人。<br /><br />日本藝伎,長期被極端的女性主義流派理解成是『物化』女性 : 塗脂抹粉,臉上畫上櫻桃小口的口紅印,還要露出白晰的頸項,說話要輕聲細語、態度又要溫柔婉轉。直到男性也開始飾演藝伎,了然在觀者的第一印象成了一種文化形式的展演,他/她的舉手放眼都讓人思考,『這是什麼?』有男人在暗夜中需要的母愛、妻子需要被滿足的照顧慾、各種情境下的等待與委屈、只要是人都不自覺會嶄露的風情...等等,太多了。這種立體,是用男性模仿來『象徵』女性。<br /><br />AV是有機會『象徵』自由的,但每一個環節的短缺,就成了『物化』自由。再者,我覺得自由這個命題,比性別還難詮釋,它對應的是上帝。如果成功了,應該要是一種movement。再再者,要在政治場域執行這樣政治很不正確的議題,也真的是蠻辛苦。我覺得戴季全是個對人性頗為坦承的人。在我的想像中,政治的場域應該時常是泯滅人性。但偏偏許多理想與初衷,還是得通過這條路,才能真正有結構性的影響。<br /><br />最後附上友人最近不斷使用的line貼圖。我直到今天在youtube上看到高捷廣告,才知道他們是高捷少女。高雄真是個進步的城市,這件事最進步的地方,是小穹和臉有些落差的下港高雄腔。</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">在島上的很久以前,早覺得自己不怕鬼了,也不怕事。最怕是人,最想理解的,是將死之人。 不怕鬼這回事,像小時候的imaginary friend一樣。覺得有些不足為外人道的故事時,開始有了imaginary ghost,反倒十分期待。他沒什麼特別的名字,就叫『鬼哥哥』,會在隔壁教室寫白板,讓外面書櫃上的書突然倒下來,讓我離開座位去看看書。或是突然偽裝成女鬼,在外面的長廊用很緩慢的高跟鞋腳步聲催促我下班,我覺得自己像野蠻女友在虐待他。 </span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">不怕事和不怕鬼的膽量是同時出現的。是一種迫切想做滿每個生命當下發生的自虐,在一些靈魂的皮肉傷中得到更多真實卻不甚健康的情感投入 :『你們快點下班啦,我要跟鬼哥哥約會』。 我有點害怕太健康、太有自信、時時刻刻都非常清楚自己是什麼的人。雖然覺得這樣生活挺好的,但又好奇生命怎麼可能沒有徬徨、一些未知之苦,和一些些失控。可能這是成人必須表現出來的『成熟』,當然人人都可以 ''fake till you become it'' (這是我在TED上看到一個最奇特的演講),老實說我能掌握的只有在寫作時刻我不徬徨。 </span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">各種形式的『將死之人』,是這樣被『健康的』佛地魔罩住,痛苦與擴大的自我感切斷了人與人的關係。將死之人不算人,所以眾人皆敬而遠之,記錄下來的就是旁觀者的反應。常常是毫無同情心的諷刺與滑稽,像那個叫『無常』的警察,白衣丑角,高帽子上寫著『對我生財』。我覺得這一幕是 Gossip的原型,人只要在一種不太完整的『反脆弱』情節被聚集起來,智商就會變低,但可能會有驚人的working performance。網路上對將死之人的集體攻擊,就是這麼一回事。 </span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">這陣子時常被告誡,這種愛鬼言論不要那麼大方地說,在超自然世界的『他們』會聽到。 總是這樣,思想漂流到人性範圍以外是危險的,邪魔鬼怪會趁虛而入,別招惹他們的好。總是要這樣,注意在眼前那些熱熱鬧鬧,明明白白的,但其實只是人生裡小小的一齣萬花筒。許多該有些靈性或懷疑的,在這範圍內起不了任何作用。</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">家父最近很喜歡在鬼月去釣魚,或是看人釣魚,不顧家母碎念。我許多同輩朋友的爸爸們,都陷入一種不得志的哀矜中,常覺得自己就是那『將死之人』。我不認為這是可憐,反而是另一種存在的方式,只是不在勝利組。但我深信他們需要至少一位親人,在歷年來各種斷裂的關係中建立一種聆聽關係,直到他們最終成為臨終病人,斷氣的那一刻。</span>Emihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14855496413571373046noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1451295023701355797.post-66500764735393079002014-10-31T10:47:00.004-07:002021-07-17T04:33:07.583-07:00電貝斯 ・ Marriage<div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">32歲的父親節,我接到一通娛樂成份很高的電話:</span><br />
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<b>電話:您好,我們是關懷單身協會,是內政部委託促進幸福的單位,想請問小姐您目前單身嗎?<br /> 我:你說你們是什麼單位?<br /> 電話:『關懷單身協會』, 請問小姐您目前單身嗎?<br /> 我:喔對(聽到『關懷』二字,心中已笑場)<br /> 電話:那我們協會可以持續依您的條件,email您適合的人選和照片喔!<br /> 我:喔...<br /> 電話:小姐請問您的身高體重,我幫您配配看<br /> 我:我現在人在外面耶(已笑場)160<br /> 電話:喔喔,那我說出選項讓你選,體重是 一. 40, 二. 50, 還是 三. 60多呢<br /> 我:四. 80<br /> 電話:喔喔!小姐您現在人在外面不方便,那如果有需要再蒐尋我們網站喔!<br /> 我:喔</b><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">踏進而立之年,發現自己在眾多市場的定位都神不知鬼不覺地在變換,例如不再有人有興趣詐騙你,反倒『關懷』起你;遠傳客服打來只聽了一聲喂,就尊敬地說『李太太』您好;104裡定期寄來的企業通知信從巨匠美語變成龍巖殯葬…我有時候覺得這一切的轉變和察覺,是因為沒有婚姻。</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">年過三十,我對婚姻仍然是幻滅的。然而越是覺得不可能,或是孤獨,越想要來個 last ditch,最後往往發現高估了自己…骨子裡知道終究帶不走對方,或是永遠如何,但孤獨裡總是存一份渴望,至少能誠實在彼此的幻滅中飛翔。</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">任何關係總無法完全的平衡或平等,如果憑借的第三物是「愛情」,那幾乎完全經不起考驗。但當局者迷,我們當然永遠看不到自己煎熬蜷曲的樣子,或是追逐泡泡的模樣,踩在看不透的盲點上,每天來來回回的換日線,偶爾還是要出個竅好好罵自己一頓。</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">我從小就對婚禮有種『對照落差』的心情。婚禮上的新娘那麼漂亮,新郎看起來那麼好,可是爸媽不是結婚變出來的嗎?那怎麼會這樣?</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">婚禮的小弟弟總是振著雙臂隨著泡泡飛舞,小妹妹們也打扮地像小公主般要來見證未來這一刻。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">做這種白日夢的時候,總會有監控者進來搗碎這一切,那種殘酷就像在戰亂時你把友子的彩虹糖罐框噹地丟在她的小臉上,任憑發著浪漫光彩的珍珠糖灑在灰濛濛的沙土上,就是要她滾回去屋子裡。</span><span style="font-size: large;">對這種未來場景,我又憧憬又幻滅。</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">隨著年歲的增長,監控者又被內化成自己與自己的傻遊戲。每年生日都會想一下,自己童年的那本『未來之書』是什麼,那本到你成年了還遺留在血液裡的情節佈局和角色。</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">《人間條件》吧。</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">人心和愛情一樣脆弱,這兩個命題生來就不是要接受考驗的。</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">它們本身就是考驗,測試那些意志始終堅定的人。</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">關係中總有不請自來的謠言同蛇一般,往虛弱的意志,自艾自憐的靈魂鑽去。</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">那些上萬個不能堅強,或無法瀟灑離去的,從此在毒液中昏睡而去。</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large; text-align: center;">如果你喜歡張雨生的《河》,一定也會被Death Cub for the Cutie的</span><span style="font-size: large; text-align: center;">Transatlanticism</span><span style="font-size: large; text-align: center;">懾服。我覺得這是東西流行歌壇,把水的隱喻運用得最雋永的兩首歌,也都得到極高評價:</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">這兩首歌的 Implied listener都是那些在不平等的關係中,苦苦等待的傻子。</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">有時候關係的遙遠,可以像今天才突然誕生的海洋,</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">這首歌Bass進入的時間點,是鼓進入的時候,也是Ben Gibbard堅定,但又不敢多帶些感情重覆唱著一句 I need you so much closer, I need you so much closer, I need you so much closer, I need you so much closer…</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">這一句那麼簡單的話,搭著極簡的樂法,變成眾多樂評們津津樂道的一句:『</span><span style="font-size: large;">聽到這裡,再怎麼狠心的女人都會回頭吧?</span><span style="font-size: large;">』</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">很簡單的,兩種旋律,每一下都是四分音符。</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">彈琴</span><span style="font-size: large;">沒有一定得怎麼彈</span><span style="font-size: large;">,特別是BASS。手真的入了你的感情,該walking可以用walking指法,真的想大喊I need you so much closer的那幾個小節,就換Slapping。心平氣和時,就維持4分音符,真的等得心急了,就讓它變成8分音符。</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">我自己喜歡從8分切回4分,那種呼喊、等待</span><span style="font-size: large;">到疲累的過門。</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">等待的真諦,就是永遠不知道等到的會昰什麼。</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">那樣才稱得上是『等待』。</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">還是中文藝術成分高,等公車就是等公車,我們不會說『等待』公車。</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">等公車,和等待果陀,是實實在在的兩回事。英文管你等什麼,全都是 waiting for.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">而立苦,心中有個可能等不到的果陀,但我始終相信那不會是徒勞無功。</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">人生總是有這麼幾首歌,提醒我們一些無管緊要,但其實非常重要的事。</span></div>
Emihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14855496413571373046noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1451295023701355797.post-80552521789843218642014-10-28T09:36:00.006-07:002021-07-17T04:33:42.232-07:00電貝斯 ・ Jesus Year<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-size: large;">國外有個說法。你在33歲 (Jesus Year) 那一刻正在做的事,大概就是你這輩子的樣子。<br /><br />如果你正愁轉職換工作,可能這輩子都會三心二意。<br />如果你正相夫教子,那可能家庭就是世界。<br />如果你正在做一件很清楚不會後悔的事,當下做的事可能就不枉此生了。<br /><br />這聽起來其實蠻令人恐慌的。又有些道理。<br />理應在這個歲數,對自己的人生至少要有一定程度誠實的態度。<br />但其實多數人在大多數的時間,都選擇逃避。沒為什麼,因為這樣比較舒服。<br />無奈想當快樂的人,最後都變痛苦的豬。</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh_EM8hA455niXGQoMQNxqQaWgDUO2IFpK_x9LaUW8_ylnreqLuitVVnaTtPx7c7FMPIIes8mUfol13hesgIAqUOsuhrGS2TpK-uvU0m0HAA8jYGqd7I6o7Ce0bUYOnFLaDhqinr_AidgoF/s1600/10710707_10152418935876608_4604796685236315074_n.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em; text-align: center;"><img border="0" height="400" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh_EM8hA455niXGQoMQNxqQaWgDUO2IFpK_x9LaUW8_ylnreqLuitVVnaTtPx7c7FMPIIes8mUfol13hesgIAqUOsuhrGS2TpK-uvU0m0HAA8jYGqd7I6o7Ce0bUYOnFLaDhqinr_AidgoF/s1600/10710707_10152418935876608_4604796685236315074_n.jpg" width="400" /></a><span style="font-size: large;"><br /><br />在寫這篇文章時,我回想自己這兩年,大致上是從痛苦的人,變成快樂的人,再變成痛苦的豬。<br /><br />從戰場退出,進入了一個前人打下的舒適圈,但佛洛伊德說的 return of the repressed,那些沒解決的承諾,終究還是會回來的。<br /><br />30~33歲諸多的大小困境,大約是幾種:<br />1. 發現始終走不進去,但已經走不出來。<br />2. 快樂是膚淺,幸福才接近真實。<br />3. 究竟自己是環境的產物,還是自己選擇的產物。<br />4. 多麼希望有個人聊聊 , 但有些問題只能和自己聊。<br /><br />比方說你深愛一個人,也懂得這不是20歲的迷戀。發現怎麼努力都進不去他的世界,但又因為你已經走入迷障,出不來了…<br /><br />比方說你享受著周末的小確幸,和朋友八卦大吃美食的時間多過於和自己獨處,直到有天發現自己常常擁有飄飄然的快樂,卻都不怎麼深刻…<br /><br />比方說你在公司一直搞不懂為何自己只能當基層,直到有一次用自己的做法證明是這可以是對的,自己終於成為 a product of your own choice, not circumstances…<br /><br />比方說在很多決定的時刻,你其實不應該再聽太多建議,不管多無助都應該好好閉關思考,最好菸酒都不要沾…<br /><br />面對這些困境,那幾個接下來怎麼決定…<br />選得好,人生會先進入弔詭情境,成為痛苦的人。它可以被意志解決。我覺得那是對人性的試煉。<br />選不好,人生會進入矛盾,被無止盡的 return of the repressed 追逐,變成痛苦的豬。<br /><br />很多真正稱得上好的結果,趨近於真實的幸福,多半都是歷經弔詭的痛苦。它原本就是很難解的命題。<br /><br />過去的那個戰場要我回去,現在的舒適圈要我別走。掙扎了一個禮拜,原來32歲的決定如此累人。<br /><br />那些將帥辛苦打下的里程碑,是不是永遠只能是兵卒們偶爾拿來碎嘴的舒適圈?<br />我想所有的中高階主管都得經歷這樣的弔詭,同時不禁回頭緬懷那些並肩作戰的 good old days。<br /><br />家父家母都在問:『妳心裡想要什麼?』在這次的決定他們了解過去不眠不休的意義,是意料之外的突破。自己的人生果然不是應該被誰說服。<br /><br />我得讓很多人不再變成痛苦的豬,才可能成為一個真正快樂的人。<br /><br /> ***<br /><br />在這個禮拜,我耳中充斥了所有音樂資料庫的歌。<br /><br />你應該也曾經歷過,自己曾經典藏的心愛歌單,在某個狀態下完全失效,只好狼狽地在youtube上找對的聲音,渴望有一段前奏擄獲自己的耳朵、撫慰沒辦法安靜下來的心。<br /><br /><iframe allowfullscreen='allowfullscreen' webkitallowfullscreen='webkitallowfullscreen' mozallowfullscreen='mozallowfullscreen' width='320' height='266' src='https://www.youtube.com/embed/Y7Qd0mbji0U?feature=player_embedded' frameborder='0'></iframe><br /><br />沒有一首像Parker和 Sparhawk_Sunflower這樣,讓人可以進入一種想做決定的思緒。<br /><br />全是8分音符,四個小節,漸漸往下沉的四個全音,卻是很正面堅定的情緒。<br /><br />像是一個胚胎,一點一滴長出未來的樣子,我剛剛抓完這段bass line,心裡就有種『來賭一把』的聲音。</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">右手全是Walking指法,左手按住數字的琴格。因為8分音符不快不慢的特性,也是一首初學者可以好好練習Walking指法的好歌。</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">很多人在想放棄的時候,都會用『莫忘初衷』來提醒自己的勇氣。</span><span style="font-size: large;">我常覺得那很傻,又有種傻中的美,我喜歡任何形式的堅忍和承諾。</span><span style="font-size: large;">Sunflower 這首歌的節奏結構,就是這樣的主題。加上Parker和 Sparhawk這對夫妻傑出的和聲,幽微騷動,沉入那個下了決心後,空寂的深邃宇宙。</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">在BASS技巧上那麼簡單,可說完全沒有挑戰性的一首Sunflower,我今天彈了一整晚。</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">一邊想像著我決定後的那個未知,可能充滿痛苦的未來。</span></div>
Emihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14855496413571373046noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1451295023701355797.post-85633680312739574782014-10-28T09:02:00.005-07:002021-07-17T04:34:10.965-07:00電貝斯 ・ Say Goodbye<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-size: large;"> “There is a void in me that drains and overflow.”<br /> 這是蔡奉杉老師斷氣後,他的兒子吐出的一句話。<br /> <br /> 我那時候以為是Wordsworth,像是他會說的話,也像是蔡公生前會喜歡的句子,不過怎麼找都找不到了。<br /> <br /> 瞻仰遺容時,兩腿發直,一句話也說不出來。<br /><br />他是中興外文系最不像老師的老師。第一堂西洋文學概論課走進教室,我以為他是工人。升大學那年暑假,Gan真是拜台灣教育體制所賜,畢生第一次罹患憂鬱症。蔡公是除了家人外,真正關心我的師長。<br /><br />因為腎病的問題,蔡公長年臉色青黑,卻又擁有過人的詼諧機智,我們也叫他『小黑』。躺在棺木裡的他,臉還是一樣黑黝黝的,帶著『被處理過的』微笑。<br /><br /> 前往火化場的路上,後面的教授們在討論最近學生多難教,房子買在哪,錢如何用……可能成群結隊,就有3~5人不得不的話題得說。<br /><br />『中華民國憲法宣部馬英九為2008年民選總統的那一刻,我全身充滿了幹細胞。』蔡公在課堂上說的,後方嘰嘰喳喳的當下……心情有如老師附身。<br /> <br /> 幸好我是一個人,不用心裡想著老師臨終前的樣子,還得擠出幾句現在做什麼工作,過得如何,怎麼還沒結婚。<br /> <br /> 那時候大概一小時的路程,我猜想每個人一生中,大概都有幾次沒好好說完的再見?<br /> 至少在臨終前,一定是這樣吧?<br /> 躺在病床上的人,應該都知道自己在哪些時刻,見到的哪些人,大概會是最後一面了。但大概都不會說。我就不會。<br /> 不管是親人,朋友,仇人,對手…離開病房後,滿屋子的噓唏,回憶不能承受的輕,厚重的消毒水,該如何自處?<br /> <br /> 蔡公和我有個共同的朋友,是以前工作的老闆,在文字訓練上給我最大啟發的二者之二。他們是從小一起喝酒、寫作、幹架的好朋友。<br /> 現在回想起來,我會說是自己負氣離開了,一切曾經的努力和同時的崩壞……人評天龍八部,給了八個字:「無人不冤,有情皆孽」,真是對人世刻骨銘心的評注。<br /> <br /> 只是沒想到在離開後,我們第一次見面,能好好說再見的時刻,是蔡公的告別式。<br /> 我還是一句話都說不出來。他卻微笑著說:「我就在想你一定會來。」<br /> <br /> 2.<br /> 四個月前,姊姊懷孕了,後來知道是個女孩,真是歡天喜地。<br /> <br /> 雖然也暗自哀傷著,我什麼時候才有緣生那位,我心目中美麗厭世,卻又因為真心愛著世界而清楚了解自己厭惡的女兒?<br /> <br /> 期待姊姊肚子慢慢大起來,阿公要保佑阿妹有你的長腿基因,還不時戲謔取笑我那美艷人妻人母姊姊,我的媽呀妳怎麼那麼胖!<br /> <br /> 在第四個月的產檢,我的外甥女沒有右手。<br /> 那天在家裡我們決定還是人工流產,姊姊累得躺在我床上睡著了。<br /> 5歲外甥子似懂非懂,但大概知道妹妹生病了,靠著已經入睡的姊姊的肚皮說,每妹晚安。大家一陣寂靜。<br /> <br /> 從前聽人『小產』、『人工流產』,只覺得辛苦,但那就是個名詞。<br /> 兩個禮拜前某天下午,我也在等這通電話,我爸說姊姊今天晚上要『生』了。<br /> 我震了一下,心裡說不出來的怪楚,即將賦予生命的,是一個死胎。<br /> 從催生針打下的那一刻,開始迎接陣痛,產下一片心碎。<br /> <br /> 那天在公司樓下等爸媽的車,以前工作的主管打電話來,邀我給協會寫稿。<br /> 她是在文字訓練上給我最大啟發的二者之一,如果有學會一些文字的洗鍊和個性的強悍,大概都發生在那時。其實很想告訴她當下不知如何自處的心情,但我還真的是不會說,只會寫的人。<br /> <br /> 趕到了醫院,姊姊『生』了,正被推回病房。我站在病床旁,還是兩腿發直,一句話都說不出來。<br /> <br /> 沒有人有那樣強、冷靜的心,去看看胎兒,跟她說最後一次再見。<br /> <br /> 直視自己珍愛的人、事、物一點一滴流逝,在那些接近結束,不得不等待死亡的時候到來,往往是痛徹麻痺,又得『卻道天涼好個秋』。<br /> <br /> 那幾天一直想起Never Let Me Go裡Tommy的吶喊。生命與愛,因為器官捐贈複製人的身分被迫同時消逝,那麼盡頭的每分每秒當然不忍卒睹。<br /> 『妳願意陪我走到盡頭嗎?』他問Cathy,背景是一片鵝黃的海灘和船的殘骸。最後Tommy捐了第四顆內臟後離開了。<br /> <br /> 緣分竟然是如此的艱難,在看了那些不得不分離的故事,送走不得不被帶走的外甥女,還有更多。<br /> <br /> 你還願意陪我走到最後嗎...?<br /><br /><br /> 3. <br />人在面對失去的時候,通常都會有一首能足以匹配當下的歌。<br /><br />我的是 Low_Lullaby。</span><span style="color: #45818e; font-size: large; text-align: center;">指法:Walking + Slide 難易度:*</span><span style="font-size: large;"><br /><br /><object class="BLOGGER-youtube-video" classid="clsid:D27CDB6E-AE6D-11cf-96B8-444553540000" codebase="http://download.macromedia.com/pub/shockwave/cabs/flash/swflash.cab#version=6,0,40,0" data-thumbnail-src="https://ytimg.googleusercontent.com/vi/XaSVkb_XLt4/0.jpg" height="266" width="320"><param name="movie" value="https://youtube.googleapis.com/v/XaSVkb_XLt4&source=uds" /><param name="bgcolor" value="#FFFFFF" /><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true" /><embed width="320" height="266" src="https://youtube.googleapis.com/v/XaSVkb_XLt4&source=uds" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true"></embed></object><br /> <br /><br />因為它的極簡特性,剛好是非常容易入門的一首。<br /><br />音樂和文學的極簡特性非常相似,甚至是同一件事。簡單來說,就是重覆不囉嗦外,還要堆疊出意義。<br /><br />重覆的E小調,主唱嘹喨的情緒,提醒一再的失去,在能直視這些事情的殘忍後,下一刻才真正能開始收拾殘局。<br /><br />這是在BASS絃上,不斷重複的小節。這一段左手指法,像是外面滴滴答答打在窗案上的雨,無所不在的陪伴:<br /><br />-----------------------------------------------------|<br /><br />-----------------------------------------------------|<br /><br />-2-------------0----------------------------4/5-----|<br /><br />-----------------------------3--------------------3-|<br /><br />右手,只要Walking即可。4/5:小拇指按四,再滑到第五格。</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"><br />耳朵要能聽主旋律,鼓聲,心裡要能體會你手指間彈出的,就是你自己失去的陪伴。Cue點越多,越能把這首歌從頭到尾彈好,得到一些解脫。<br /><br />Low的歌詞向來乾淨,你可以想像他在下筆時衝進衝出,不沾一絲蜘蛛網,在A段壓捲舌母音韻,滿腦空谷迴旋聲響。第一次聽這首歌時,先是被淒美潦倒的母音震攝住,湊進歌詞一看,是洗鍊絕倫的好詞:<br /><br />Cross over and turn<br />Feel the spot don't let it burn<br />We all want we all yearn<br />Be soft don't be stern<br /><br />Lullaby<br />Was not supposed to make you cry<br />I sang the words I meant<br />I sang<br /><br />對初學者來說,這首歌練起來,會有很大的心理完成度。<br />對失去的耿耿於懷,會隨著你手指上厚實的雨滴聲,漸漸消逝。<br /><br />隨後,在失去的途中找另一種方式前進。<br /><br />蔡公告別式上,播放了一段課堂上珍貴的錄音:<br />『所以如果沒有要再見面,同學請務必記住,永遠要享受閱讀的樂趣,把握一切機會學習。即使貧病交加,也要把英文學好。好吧,我們今天就在這下課。』</span></div>
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